Sajan FF:"If Destiny Wants"

chapter-76.Tere liye

Gunjan left Ranvijay's place covering herself with a blanket so that nobody cld c her marks on d body.She hired an auto and was lost somewhere thinking something.She again lose her sense that she didn't realised that she reached her home and d auto-driver was continuously asking her for  fair charges.
Auto-driver:arey madam Kai zala Tula jaldi utarne Ka kaheko pareshan krne Ka aur v customer KO uthana hai
But Gunjan was numb lost in her own thinking.She was thinking how she is alive till now after getting brutally rapped continuously.After watching how Mayank was mauled by RV, Neil and their goons,she is still alive.How shameless she is......

No matter how a girl or a women makes herself strong after being rapped but they cldnt remove the hideous touch of those men from their mind due to which they r being razed internally by themselves.Gunjan was going through  that dark phase.Feeling scorned by the society,she also started despising herself.

Gunjan came into her senses when she heard loud sound of a person and then she realised she reached the destination,and auto-driver was asking for fair.She get out of d auto, paying d auto-driver,but she stopped while forwarding d steps as she saw Meghna.She hided her face with blanket as she waited for Meghna to go from there.She went quitely towards her room after Meghna left.She looked in d mirror dropping d blanket and glanced at her whole body which was filled with bruises and marks.She cried her heart out loudly looking at herself in d mirror thinking as a normal human being like she wanted and needed for half an hour.Then she remembered Neil's and Ranvijay's words "tumhari aisi halat Bana dunga ki tum khud Marne ki bheek mangogi", Maine uski halat aisi Bana Di hai","wow samrat Ka death scene Dubai mein shoot Hoga lkin dhyan rhe ki wo chash...Mish Dubai  na pahunch paye","don't worry Maine uski aisi halat bna Di hai ki wo do ya chaar din tak bahar Nikal NHI payegi".

"Thanku Neil,thanks Ranvijay muje zinda chhodne k liye NHI Tou Mai tumlog ko apne plan mei nakamyab kaise hone dungi.Tumlog ne tou yhi Galti kardi....muje andar SE toota hua smaj k ye v Soch liya ki mujme ab sansein NHI Hain.Meri Di KO tumlog ne cheen liya,mere Jiju ki tumlog ne aisi halat Kar Di,samrat,mere bachhon KO mujse door Kar Diya,mere sath rape Kiya itni Baar ye socha ki Mai mar jaungi....yhin Tou Galti Kar Di tumlogon ne chuki tumlog ISS baat Ka andaza v NHI laga PAYE ki apni izzat bechte bechte,apna sharir bechte bechte, apne aap KO bechte bechte Maine Apne aap KO bjra(vish,poison)Ka bna liya hai"she said inside d shower.
Water droplets were falling down on her naked body after few minutes she realised somebody is caressing her clits and kissing there softly.she looked down and saw samrat.
"Samrat tum yhan"she interrogated
Samrat:Haan main tum Kahan chali gyi thi kal Mai tumhe bhut miss Kar rha tha pta hai
Gunjan:kya...tum muje... miss Kar rhe...
Samrat:ab tum NHI rhogi Tou miss Tou krunga na ok chashmish close Ur eyes.
Gunjan closed her eyes.She was feeling his soft touch and soft kisses on her back.
"Ye kya hai"she heard him saying
Gunjan did not replied and her eyes became moist again
"Samajh gya,don't worry"he Sayed and started kissing on her weals.Her hand automatically proceeded to his hair,he was going to kiss her nipples but Gunjan Sayed with blush "samrat ab ....."but she didn't found samrat anywhere.
She closed d shower came out drapping towel around her body.
"Muje Apne dukhre KO side mei rkna hai Jo v sochna Hoga jaldi sochna Hoga ki kya krna hai.Waise ek hi rasta hai Muje samrat ki parchai ban k rhna Hoga Yani muje Dubai Jana Hoga wo v Usk pichhe.Waise Neil aur RV usey Marne Ka planning Tou Usk sath deal krk krenge lkin phir v muje Usk peeche Jana Hoga aur neil-rv ko pta na lag page.I shld be circumspect for samrat"she said looking in d mirror

In shergill mansion,
Keshav was standing at d gate alongwith luggage.He was sweating coz of rough sunlight in winter.Samrat looked at him standing on d balcony of his room.he came to him
Samrat:tum... yhan kya Kar rhe ho...tum tou....Mr.deshpande k bete ho na
Keshav:sir jis trah muje Apne saalon phle madad ki thi Tou USI trah ab v Kar dijiye muje ek Ghar dhund k de dijiye infact muje pta laga hai ki apka Jo outhouse hai wo khali hai.Sir waise Mai apko rent pay Kar dunga.
Samrat:okay...okay...lkin Mai tumhe outhouse mei rhne NHI de skta
He remembered mayank-nupur 's moment when they entered house after marriage
Keshav:sir plz pls kuchh Dino k liye Tou rhne dijiye outhouse mei kaun SA Mai APK Ghar mei rhne ko mang rha jab tak Ghar NHI mil jata Tab tak aap muje yhan rhne dijiye kuchh din k liye
Samrat(in his mind):chalo rhne Deta hoon kuchh hi din Tou mang rha hai waise ye ladka galat NHI lgta..lkin muje itni asaani SE Kisi par vishwas NHI krna Chahiye...Khair ye Tou student hai aur kuchh Dino k Baad Chala Jayega
Keshav:ok sir apki marzi NHI hai apka Ghar hai apko force Tou NHI Kar skta m sorry
Samrat:tum reh Skte ho Mai outhouse ki chavi leke Ata hoon agar tum zid Kar rhe Tou lkin outhouse bhut salon SE band para hai kyi Saal SE tum deklena
Samrat went inside and brought keys.
Keshav unlocked the door of outhouse.It was very scruffy but it was very fresh for samrat.He smiled touching d corner of the house as it contained the sweetest memories. he saw mayank-nupur fighting for d pillow,then he started hearing the non-stop talk of Nupur but it got vanished and realised nobody is there except mayur's photo on d study table of Mayank.
Keshav was going to replace d frame but samrat stopped him by saying "Jo cheeZ jahan Rakhi hai usey whin rehne do.Pasand Aya"
Keshav:ya...ya...yes sir aa gya.Sir ek baat puchni thi bathroom aur toilet saaf hai ya wo v isi trah hai.
Samrat:agar saaf NHI hogi Tou karlena khud SE okay muje jruri kaam hai
Samrat left and Keshav said "chal Keshav kaam pe lag ja Pura Ghar saaf krna hai"
He took d broom and started cleaning the house.And finally he flopped on d bed.After half an hour somebody knocked on d door.He woke up with nap and saw it was samrat standing with plate of food
"Khana kha lo bhukh lag gyi hogi tumhe"samrat said in low voice.
He took the food and smiled "aap bilkul Gunjan mam ki trah ho"
Samrat closed his fist in anger closing his eyes.
"Yhan rhne aye ho batein krne NHI"samrat said angrily.Later he made his tone normal "deko Mai tumhe yhan rhne de rha hoon chuki tum student ho aur jitni jaldi ho sake Ghar dhund lo chuki ye Ghar jiska tha USI Ka rhega chahe koi yhan rhe ya na rhe tum kaho Tou Mai tumhare liye Ghar dhund dun"
Keshav:NHI Mai khud dhund Lunga Apne mere liye bhut kuchh Kiya hai
Samrat:umm.....suno do bachhe Hain...Sameer aur Sameera jis school mei tum padhte ho whin padhte Hain.Tou Mai puchhna Chah rha hoon ki tum unka dhyan rkoge.
Keshav: obviously sir I will b there
Samrat:deko Sara din Tou wo school mei rhenge sirf Ghar mein okay...aur Khana v tum..Ghar hi Ake Kar Lena chuki yhan kitchen mei cockroach honge Tou thoda unheignic Hoga kitchen
Keshav:no problem sir
Samrat(in his mind):chalo Acha hai ye Ghar ata jata rhega tou muje koi problem NHI hogi.Lkin agar ye khatarnak nikla Tou....... .Ramu Kaka hain wo insaan pehchanne mei bhut tez Hain agar ye galat insaan nikla Tou bodyguards KO phone kardunga....ki wo Sameer aur Sameera k age peeche lage Rhein.Bachhon KO akele chod k Jana Kitna mushkil lagta hai.Aur bachhon KO leke v NHI ja skta chuki Dubai mei Sara din Tou Mai kaam mei hi LGA rhunga,khin idhar udhar chale jayenge Tou ye risk Tou NHI le skta atleast yhan agar khin jayenge Tou mom,ramukaka,mouli Tou hogi dekne ko