Sajan FF:"If Destiny Wants"

chapter-93.vaastey

After taking d shower Gunjan quickly went to d school.She was not feeling well and her eyes also get swelled up by continuous crying,she wanted to concentrate on work but everytime samrat's teary face came in front of her.Tears were coming from her eyes she wanted to hold it back but she cldnt.She wanted to cry loudly in lonely place So she left d school in half period
It was raining heavily and Gunjan was walking on d road.She remembered all d moments spent with samrat in d rain

"Tum NHI jante samrat ki Mai tumse Kitna pyaar krti hoon.Kal jab Tumne muje I love u Bola Tou aisa laga ki sirf yhi sunne k liye Mai zinda hoon,muje aisa laga ki mere Sare zakhm Bhar gye.Mai thodi Der k liye selfish ho gyi thi samrat, bhut achha lag rha tha tumhare sath ye jante hue ki tumhare Dil todna padega Maine ye NHI socha ki ye sab hone k Baad tum ISS trah tut jaoge.Maine Jo Kiya tumhare vastey Kiya...."she said bending her head in between d knees on road

Samrat came back to home in morose state
Ramukaka:beta AA gye Avi bhut khatra hai NHI ana Chahiye tha
Samrat:barish chhut chuki hai Kaka apne hi bulaya tha apko Jana hai na apni bhatiji ki shadi mei
Ramukaka: are wo Tou Mai kab v chhala jata lkin tumhe kuchh ho jata Tou
Samrat:Tou kya hota. ..mara hua zinda insaan hi Marta
Ramukaka:samrat deko Mai janta Hun Sheena wali battein SE ab tak tum NHI ubre ho Mai janta Hun ki tum sheena SE shadi Apne liye NHI balki Usk liye Kar rhe the Apne bachhon KO ma Ka pyaar dilwane k liye Kar rhe the lkin deko achha hi hua ki Sheena ki sachai Sahi wakt par pta chal gyi
Samrat:Haan bhut achha hua Jo hota hai bhale k liye hota hai
Ramukaka:tum AA gye ho Mai nikalta Hun lunch bna Diya hai dinner v taiyaar hai bas garam Kar Lena
Samrat:Kar Lunga
Ramukaka:bhut bhing gye ho jao jak kapde badal lo
Samrat:haan
Samrat changed his clothes and had lunch with Ramu Kaka.He closed d door after Ramu Kaka left....
"Kaise btaun Mai apko ki jisse Maine Sacha pyaar Kiya tha usine muje chot pahunchayi hai.Bhul chuka tha mai usey lkin fir SE wo meri Zindagi waise bna Di hai Jaise 4saal phle thi.Usey Dil SE Tou Nikal skta Hun lkin apni ruh SE alag krna bhut mushkil lag rha Muje ye krna Hoga Mera naam samrat hai aur koi bazaar mei bikau cheez mere sath atma Ka sambandh NHI bna skti"he said entering d music room
He sat on d stool and started playing piano and started singing

Ye jism hai Tou kya
Ye ruhh Ka libas hai
Ye dard hai Tou kya
Ye ishq ki talaash hai
Fanaa Kiya muje
Ye chahne ki Aas ne
Taraa taara shikast hi hua
(He remembers gunjan's statement in d court)

Razaa hai kya teri
Dil-o-jahaan tabaah kiya
Saja BHI kya Teri
Waffa KO bewafa Kiya
Tu vaar zindagi
SE Yun muje zuda kiya
Kahaan kahaan
phirun Mai dhundta
(He remembers how she left him for money)

Razaa hai kya teri
Dil-o-jahaan tabaah kiya
Saja BHI kya Teri
Wafa KO bewafa Kiya
Tu vaar zindagi
SE Yun muje zuda kiya
Kahaan kahaan
Phirun Mai dhundta
(He remembers how shamelessly she used to sleep with other men in front of him)

Wahaan jahaan Tu hi Mera
libaas hai
Wahaan jahaan Teri hi bas
Talaash hai
Wahaan jahaan tujhi pe
Khatm Aas hai
Wahin shuru wahin pe
Dafn Jaan hai
(He remembers d closeness with her that made him to feel special)