Sajan FF:"If Destiny Wants"

chapter-103.yaad

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In d night,
Samrat was strolling on the hospital's corridor and waiting for dr.gupta to become free.He quickly entered Dr Gupta's cabin before the exit of other patient
Samrat:sir kal wo wo... surgery hai Gunjan ki achhe SE ho Jayegi na
Dr.gupta:ye Tou surgery k Baad hi pta chalega main kuchh NHI keh skta surgery k Karan nervous breakdown ho skta hai jisse wo pagal ho skti Hain ya unki yaadasht v ja skti hai I can't say anything
Samrat:lkin cj I mean Dr chitra Tou bol rhi thi ki unk medicine SE wo thik ho Jayegi Apne v Tou Bola tha
Drgupta:lkin wo Avi khud confuse Hain ki kaun si dawai unhe deni hai,actually Jo wo dawai le rhi thi isse unke brain KO bhut bura asar pada hai Tou ISS wjah SE Dr chitra KO dawaiyan select krne mein bhut dikkat ho rhi Tou isliye main keh rha
Samrat:lkin koi Tou dawai hogi koi Tou injection Hoga Jo usk brain cell KO heal kar sake
Dr Gupta:really sorry Mr shergill Jo Mera jwab phle tha wo ab v hai unka adha SE jyada dimag shayad khatre mein hai isliye Maine Bola ki nervous breakdown ho skta hai surgery k Baad ya coma mei ja skti hai agar coma NHI Tou unk limbs k movement abnormal ho skte Hain chuki Jo brain hai wo humare body KO control karta hai magar aap shukra mnayiye bhagwan Ka ki itne khatarnak drug k use k bawjood unka brain Pura effect NHI hua wrna aisa bhut hota hai ki khatarnak drug consume hone SE brain ki nerves break ho jati Hain jisse insaan mar jata hai khaskar agar wo insaan jise koi bimari na ho lkin tab v wo Kisi  bimari k medicine use kar rha uska Tou pagal Hona nishchit hai lkin m glad ki ms Gunjan normal behave Kar rhi thi I don't know what was that it was her wheelpower perhaps.Ab v unhe wheelpower ki jrurat hai unki ikshashakti pe depend krta hai

Samrat went to gunjan's room sat beside her holding her arms "Mai tumse maafi NHI mangunga chuki Mai isk layak NHI hoon tumhe thik Dekh k mujhe Khushi hogi auron ko v hogi lkin do aur log tumhare hosh mein ane Ka intezaar Kar rhe,unki koi galti NHI hai,wo masoom Hain,unhe bayein dekne bologi Tou wo bayein dekenge,dayein dekne bologi Tou dayein dekenge,wo intezaar Kar rhe Hain ki kab tum unhe seene SE lagaogi,wo tumhara intezaar Kar rhe ki kab tum unke sath paobhaji khaogi you know very well who r they.They r Sameer and sameera deko chashmish..sorry gu..Gunjan deko kismat v kya cheeZ hai aaj Mai tumhe chashmish bulana Chah rha hoon lkin NHI bula pa rha himmat v NHI Hoti aur ek hafte phle main tumhara naam v NHI Lena Chahta tha yhan tak ki tumhare bare mei sochna v ni Chahta tha aur aaj deko aaj main apni hi nazar mei tumhara naaam leke lazzit ho rha hoon lazza v ana Chahiye tumhe itni taqlif Jo Di hai.Ohh main v na Haan bachhon k bare mein baat Kar rha tha deko Sameer Jo hai wo samaj gya hai lkin Sameera usey Tou pta v NHI ki tum kiss halat mei ho Sameer ko Tumne samajdar Bana Diya hai wo mere Bina bole wo meri baat samaj jata hai lkin Sameera bhut masoom hai tumhari trah lkin zid macha rka hai meri trah bilkul fark itna hai ki Mai janta hoon ki tumhare wapis ane k chances Kam Hain lkin Sameera Aas lagaye baithi hai ki kab tum aogi mujse Roz puchhti hai ki mumma NHI ayi mumma NHI ayi muje bahana banana padta hai I know u hate lies lkin tum aur muje jhoot bulwa rhi ho ....Maine tumhara pyaar mehsoos Kiya,Sameer ne v Kiya lkin Sameera ne NHI Kiya sbne tumhaara care aur concern mehsoos Kiya bas Sameera ne NHI kiya that's not fair Tumne Sameera KO wo pyaar NHI Diya aur na hi usey jise tum dena chahti thi..."

He continued "okay ye sab bbaatein chhodtein hain kuchh aur BAAT krte Hain main janta hoon ki tum muje bhut pyaar krti ho tum muje jalane k liye wo sab Kar rhi thi na ki Tumne bhut Sare ladkon k sath two timing ki hai,bhut Sare night stands kiye waise tum khidki SE ane ki training Kahan SE li...mujse.Main ek baat bolun tum Na short dresses mei bhut achhi lgti ho u don't know that I kept checking u out through d layers of Ur silken fabrics whenever u entered my room as my mistress,manna padega tum mujse v jyada naughty nikli hmm...aur tum Jaise muje chedti thi na wo andaaz hi bhut pyara aur shaitaani bhada tha Maine har moment enjoy Kiya tumhare sath chahe wo Dubai mei ho ya Abu Dhabi ya Goa ho aur tumhari wo baatein pta hai they were really full of fun.Waise you know jitni tum phle Achi lgti thi na matlab 10saal phle chup chap wali chashmish utni hi ab v achhi lgti ho.Agar 10saal phle ki BAAT hai Tou kuchh Yaad hi share Kar Lete Hain wo phla dance practice,Yaad hai Jo tum naraaz thi bet KO leke aur saxena sir ne muje order Diya tha tumhe dance sikhane KO aur tum Tou janti ho ki muje khubsurat ladkiyan bhut psand hai lkin kasam SE jab Maine tumhe apni baahon mei liya Tou aisa lag rha tha ki zannat SE pari bheji ho bhagwaan ne especially mere liye,aur wo jab tum valentine day pe Jo pehen k ayi thi na white dress u don't know u were looking the most beautiful women and I was feeling myself as d luckiest person on d earth chuki wo Puri Shaam hum sath bitaye the,aur phir wo Mumbai mei moraina wali Holi Yaad hai kya Maza Aya tha hai na kasam SE waisi Holi kvi NHI kheli Maine (he cried)Usk Baad tumse Puri trah SE dosti ho gyi aisa lgne laga ki duniya mei sirf tumhi SE BAAT krta rhun tumhari hi awaaz sunnta rhun.Phir jab Sheena ayi tab jab Tumne mujse dosti todi tab muje laga ki sabkuchh cheen Gaya,Usk Baad wo pool party Yaad hai jab Sheena ne muje Bola ki tumhare Dil mei mere liye feelings hai Tou sunke bhut achha laga lkin tumhe rota hua dek Mai v udas hogya.Sahi Tou Kiya aise sad situation mei koi "i love u "bolta Hai kya Usk Baad jab main jail gya Tou muje pyaar Ka asli matlab pta Chala Tumne muje pyaar krna sikhaya lkin duk ki BAAT hai ki Tumne hi mere Dil mei nafrat paida krk chali gyi.Okay no negative talks jab tum moraina gyi na Tou muje laga ki meri saans ja rhi hai aur phir mere Dil SE mere honthon pe Aya "I love chashmish"pta hai pure canteen mei Bola main v Kitna slow tha phle NHI btaya  music room mein agar music room mein bol Deta Tou tum NHI jati  Sameer thik bolta hai Mai bhut slow hoon lkin kasam SE moraina mei Jo I confession Kiya uska Maza hi kuchh auur tha u don't know ki kitna Maza Aya humein mumbai SE moraina ane mein wo bail-gari pe phli Baar chada sabhi koi thaak gye the lkin main NHI thaka pta hai kyun chuki mere Dil mei sirf tum thi.Usk baad wo humari first official date Yaad hai Jo cancel ho gyi thi mayank-nupur ki wjah se wo date v Kitni beautiful nikli uss din tumhari hairstyle wow.Aur fir Usk Baad wo pool pe date uss wakt tum bhut khubsurat lag rhi thi yun Tou tum Roz lgti thi lkin uss din ki BAAT hi kuchh aur thi.Usk Baad humne kitne pyare pyare moments bitaye wo din jab tum isi trah padi hui thi Tou uss wakt muje sachhe pyaar Ka ehsaas hua.Uss wakt muje Rishton ki juroori Ka ehsaas hua wo phli Baar tha jab tumhe khone ka dar jab abhas hua,USs wakt muje laga tha ki Mai tumhe humesha humesha k liye apna Bana loon.maine Tou Mano kasam hi kha li thi ki ab tumhare sath tumhara saya ban k rhunga isliye shayad mere pyaar ne tumhe Apne pairon pe khada Kar diya.Usk Baad hum Dono ek ho gye fir humare ego clash hone lage but finally humne sab kuchh sort out Kar liya Usk Baad humne pyaar ki sari hadein paar Kar Di thi(he remembers the blissful night they spent together).USs din Maine tumhe phli Baar deka Apne itne quarib mere bahon mei sote hue Hume koi fark ni tha ki humne galat Kiya ya Sahi humne uss wakt ek dusre SE wada Kiya tha ki hum ek dusre SE alag NHI hoenge phir humne shadi k Bandhan mei bandhne Ka faisla Kiya Yaad hai candy Mera Kitna maazak uda rhi thi koi muje seriously NHI le rha tha tum v NHI itna gussa aa rha tha kii muje laga ki Kisi aur SE shadi kar Lun tab pta chalega sabko lkin NHI Kar skta chuki tumhari jgah koi le hi NHI skta.Hamari engagement hui fir aisa lgta hai Mano Kisi ki nazar lag gyi tum mujse dur ho gyi aur phir main tumse aur aaj hum yhan Hain sab meri Galti hai sab theek ho chuka tha lkin phir v Maine tumhe taklif Di chuki muuje Sameer Chahiye tha apna bachha Chahiye tha Maine ye v NHI socha ki tum mere sath aisa Kar hi ni skti.Maine sab ki Zindagi uljha Di.Sach bolun tumse nafrat krne k bawjod v tumse pyaar Kar baitha.Tum Shi thi ki main tumhe fir Dil de baithunga muje fir SE tumse pyaar ho Jayega u were right...Ab Tou kuchh signal de do Maine humari lovestory sunai.U know that I hate speaking emotional talk lkin phir v main Kar rha hoon"
Samrat was shaking her  body  continuously to get response but he didn't got any reaction.He was looking at her dry lips that used to be luscious and glossy,he looked at her eyes waiting for them to open and get some naughty glance from those but they were still closed.She seemed to be lifeless totally.
"Sir bahar jayiye ink kapde badalne hai"he heard a nurse saying to him.
But he stayed there in a numb state..looking at gunjan's eye
"Sir subah ho gyi hai aap jayiye Jake kuchh kha lijiye iska Tou koi pta nhi isk pichhe dimag kya kharab krna"another nurse Sayed
Nurse1:Tu hmesha negative hi kyun bolti rhti hai sir aap pls jayiye hume change krna hai ink dresses aaj Dopahar KO operation k wakt ayiyega
Samrat quietly came out without saying anything and went home to take shower.
Sameera:papa aap Kahan the
Dia:mumma k paas
Sameera:lkin papa Hume kyun NHI le jate
Dia:wo hospital hai aur mumma NHI chahtii ki tum whan jao bimarr pado
Sameera:lkin mumma KO dekna hai
Dia:okay Tou kvi aur Dekh lenge doll ab chalo school NHI chalna
Sameer:main Tou kab SE khara hoon wohi bas bak bak rhi hai
Dia:chalo Sameera school NHI Jana agar jaogi Tou mumma SE Milne le jsungi
Sameera:yes  jaldi chalo school.

When the children left to school with dia,Indra came to sanrat and asked the progress of Gunjan
Samrat:mom Maine usey Raat Bhar baaat ki lkin usney ek shabd v NHI Bola Maine usey ye v btaya ki Sameer tumhare liye tadap rha hai Sameera k sath lkin phir v usko koi fark NHI PDA
Indra:don't loose hope samrat top k doctor Hain whan
Samrat:mom aaj Dopahar KO surgery hai uski
Indra:janti hoon
Samrat:wo doctor bhut ajib bat bol rha tha ki Gunjan ki yaddasht chali Jayegi surgery k Baad Yani ki wo muje bhul Jayegi sbko bhul Jayegi Sameera KO v Sameer bauji aap hum sabko  bhul Jayegi
Indra:be normal samrat pls pls
Samrat:main normal NHI rhna Chahta
Indra:samrat kal k bare mein socho kal  bhut BADA din hai
Samrat:haaan lkin aaj usse v bada din hai aaj uski operation hone wali hai
Indra:bhagwan pe dhairya rko ab chalo khalo deko aaj tumhe strength rkna Hoga tabhi Gunjan KO strength milegi
Samrat:hmm Mayank aur Shilpa aunty Kahan hai aur bauji
Indra:wo log abhi so rhe Hain aur Gunjan k father Bhushan house chale gye Hain
Samrat:achhi BAAT hai

In d evening,doctors completed the brain surgery of Gunjan and came out of the operation theatre
Samrat:doctor ab ab..kaisi state haii uski
Doctor:we did our work but we can't say anything right now coz she is unconscious till now Avi 24hrs Zara dekiye agar respond krti Hain Tou theek hai but if it doesn't happen then it is sceptical age Jo hai unki wheel power dekni hai aur ms chitra ki medicine I think chitra is studying about this case very deeply .She is lucky wrna aise operation krne mei adhikar patient Jaan kho baaithte Hain wo zinda rhte Hain Tou 2 ya 4din tak phir v haemorrhage SE adhiktar mar jate hain but she is a fighter do surgery ho chuki hai but still she is alive aur jhan tak uss khatarnak medicine ka sawaal hai wo adhe SE jyada brain cells KO effect Kar chuka hai but still she is fine.But still we have to be attentive coz beech beech mei seizure ate rhenge jaisa ki Maine deka hai aise cases mei.Age bhagwan ki dua hi kafi hai mr.shergill apko takleef Tou sehni padegi Khair kal subah tak wait kijiye

In d night,
Samrat opened the drawer and took out a gun.Till then bauji came and he hided it
Bauji:samrat tumhare pas gun
Samrat:NHI bauji wo....wo.. security k liye
Bauji:lkin security Tou Hume police ne de rki hai.
Samrat:lkin personal security k liye Tou rhna Chahiye na chinta mat kijiye chalane wala NHI Hun but darane k liye ye jruri hai
Bauji:Haan lkin bachhon SE dur rkna
Samrat,:okay so Gunjan ki surgery hui..
Bauji:Haan Indra ji ne btaya tumhe
Himmat rkni Chahiye
Samrat:hmm kal court mei sunwayi hai
Bauji:m prepared
Samrat:me too okay chal k Khana khate Hain
Bauji:Haan..wohi tumhe bulane Aya tha sab baith gye Hain khane pe
Samrat:ji Mai ATA hoon
"Shit bauji ne Dekh liya Ohho lgta hai ab chipana padega Kisi aisi jgh jahan koi dhund na paye"he said hiding d gun under the bed.

What is samrat planning to do???For update u have to wait for the next chapter.

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Note:this chapter I updated only for reliving the sajan memories.It is all about the sajan pure love and feelings for each other.