i think i figured it out. when i was a kid, before i was cursed, i was so entirely sure of what i was and what i was supposed to be. I think i've managed to see beyond the curse and get back to that.
I'm an undead wolf, left in the body of a human. i guess you could say i was a sparkledog trapped in a human body lol
when i was a normal wolf, something brought me back to life, and i was granted the ability to use magic. i lived at the edge of human society, using illusions to play with the humans as well as live among both wolves and other mythicals i met.
I ended up in my human body because i was put there by something, I don't know what. my childhood years were spent learning what i really was, and how to regain my power, and by the time i was a young adult I was back to my full power.
I still don't remember much of my wolf life, but I'm slowly remembering more and more about my RL as a wolf shifter. i think... maybe whatever brought me back to life, after i died as a normal wolf, decided I would be better if i has started out raised by humans? I was a lot stronger and more capable than i was as a normal reanimated wolf.
i'm going to meditate on my RL more today and i'll post anything interesting i find out.
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Old mythical journal 2
SpiritualMy journal for experiences as a wolf shifter/fairy ⚝