what's your damage? (a toursies fanfiction)

soundtrack

feel free to listen to the playlist in order as you read ;)

1. broadway here i come- smash
    "is it a scream or a cheer?
    well, never mind, i'll never find out,
    cause broadway i am here "

2. out tonight - rent
    "i've had a knack from way back   
    at breaking the rules once i learned the game"

3. the history of wrong guys- kinky boots
    "i've been hurt like this before
    i can see theres more to you
    than what i thought "

4. fight for me- heathers the musical
    "hey, could you face the crowd
    could you be seen with me and still act proud?"

5. say no to this -hamilton
    "thats when miss maria reynolds
    walked into my life"

6. first date/ last night - dogfight
    "first date, last night
    not quite what you pictured
    but alright"

7. don'tcha think - calvin berger
    "everyone knows what youre feeling
    but you"

8. devil take the hindmost - love never dies
    "now she shall choose,
    is she yours or mine?"

9. what the heck i gotta do - 21 chump street
    "what the heck i gotta do to be with you?
    who do i have to be for you to be with me?"

10. nobody needs to know- the last five years
    "then i start making
    conscious, deliberate mistakes"

11. hopelessly devoted to you- grease
    "you know i'm just a fool who's willing
    to sit around and wait for you"

12. one fine day- beautiful, the carole king musical
    "one fine day, youre gonna look at me
    and you'll know our love was meant to be"

13. what the fuck- if/then
    "and i know it was out of bound
    and it was me, somehow, on the attack
    but then he kissed me back"

14 . goodbye until tomorrow/i could never rescue you - the last five years
    "all you can say, all you can feel
    was wrapped up inside that one perfect kiss"

15. i can see him now - calvin berger
    "will this year be the year
    my true love will appear?
   
16. someday- the hunchback of notre dame
    "someday, life will be fairer
    need will be rarer
    greed will not pay"

17. heavens light - the hunchback of notre dame
    "they had a kind of glow around them,
    it almost looked like heavens light"

18. first impressions- first date the musical
    "often times, first impressions
    are worth a second glance"

19. a part of that- the last five years
    "and then he smiles, his eyes light up
    and how can i complain?"

20. partner in crime - tuck everlasting
    "why see all the world and all its glories
    without a friend to tell your stories to?"

21. see i'm smiling- the last five years
    "you could be here with me, or be there with them,
    as usual guess who you pick?"

22. moon river- the flash: duet
    "wherever youre going
    i'm going your way."

23. let me be your star- smash
"the music starts playing,
its the beat of her heart saying
let me be your star."

24. still hurting- the last five years
"go and hide and run away
run away, and go find something better"

25. pretty funny- dogfight
"no more crying dont you dare,
you'll wake up some time tomorrow
and forget to even care."

26. something to believe in- newsies
"i have something to believe in
now that i know you believed in me."

27. only us- dear evan hansen
"what if its you, what if its me,
what if thats all that we need it to be
and the rest of the world falls away"

28. here i go -if/then
"now i know all the motions, steps to every dance
and i count all the cards at the table
i never bet on chance."