"Mama save me!" I looked around the never ending darkness trying to spot the source of the voice.
Tears already streaming down my face as I knew who the voice belonged to already.
"Mommy save me. They are suffocating me." I ran around like a crazy person trying to spot my baby but it felt like she was never there.
"Eomma please... SAVE ME!"
"They have killed me mommy. They have killed me."
"You didn't save me mom."
"You don't love me mom, you don't otherwise you would have saved me..."
"You only love Jaehyun that's why you didn't save me. You are a bad mother."
I held my head as her voice came from different directions all at the same time. It was like she wanted to torment me.
All of a sudden there was a loud screaming and then it stopped when a basket dropped from above. I stood up wanting to see what's inside and when I did my heart dropped.
My baby girl was inside and a plastic bag suffocating her as she cried. I tried moving closer trying to save her but with each step I took the basket moved further away until it had completely disappeared.
"SAVE ME!"
***
"NO!!!"
I jolted up from the bed panting hard as I tried to calm my racing heart. Tears running down my cheeks as the words my baby said to me in the dream kept playing over and over in my head.
I am a bad mother. I could have saved my daughter from those bad people who killed her. I know they killed her.
They k-killed my b-baby...
~***~
Y/N cried her heart out with no one by her side to comfort her from the pain she was feeling.
Losing her child being the worst thing she had ever experienced. Just hoping it was all a really bad nightmare.
And having her daughter think that she loved her son more made her feel even more like bad mother.
The rest of the night was spent with Y/N crying all her emotions out without knowing what she would do next. While on the other hand her little boy listened to her crying knowing what caused her sudden burst of emotions.
Even though Jaehyun is an intelligent child he is still a baby none the less and he did not know what to say to his mother that will make her feel better.
***
Y/N woke up with a splitting headache from the crying she had done the previous night. She slowly walking to her bathroom but came to a halt when she saw her appearance in the mirror.
Her tear stained cheeks brought back the memories she tried oh so hard to forget. Finally she looked away trying as hard as possible to forget everything. She told herself if she continued to reminisce on the past her son would be late for his first day of kindergarten and she did not want that.
Mentally scolding herself for getting lost in her memories again she began getting ready in a rush. Now she just had to wake up her sleeping Prince.
~***~
I walked into my baby's room as it was his first day of kindergarten. My heart was still very painful as now I would not be around him all day long.
"Baby love its time to wake up. It's your first day of kindergarten. You wouldn't want to be late." I said as I walked to his bed but he made me flinch as he jumped up.
Normally it was a battle to wake him up. He would start crying every time I tried to wake him but now he is smiling widely. Guess he is happy about his first day.
"Mowning mommy." He giggle and gave me a little peck making me melt at his cuteness.
"Morning my love. I guess you are very happy about going to school, aye?" I asked and all I got in response was him giggling even more and jumping into my embrace.
I helped my baby to get ready for his first day. He was really excited and I was happy to see him like this. I just wish my princess was here too. I wonder what her personality would be like? Would she also be this excited like her brother or would she not want to go to kindergarten?
I was broke out of my thoughts by a tugging on my hand.
"Mommy let's go." Jaehyun whined as he pulled me toward the door making me chuckle at how enthusiastic he was. I picked him up and walked out the door with my baby bouncing in my arms.
"Are you ready to make lots of friends?" I asked as I smiled at him.
"YES!" He exclaimed happily when I put him in his car seat.
~***~
"My princess, it's time to wake up." I said softly as I shook Minjae slightly.
"Daddy no." She whined and turned to the other side which made me chuckle.
My little MinMin was never a morning person. She made a big fuss everytime she had to wake up early, but I could never complain because of how lovable she was.
"Mini, you need to wake up. Remember you have to go to kindergarten today. Don't you want to make lots of friends?" I asked enthusiasticallybut she still wouldn't budge.
As a last resort I just picked her up but she continued to sleep on my shoulder. I walked into her bathroom to get her ready for the day. I bathed her and only then had she fully woken up and was not excited about going to kindergarten.
"Daddy, I'm gonna make wots of fwiends." She said as she happily ate her breakfast.
"Oh so now you are excited about that huh?" I smiled watching her stuff her face with food making it seem as if she had not just taken a bath.
"Uh huh." She responded back making me chuckle once again at her cute self.
