Leya

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Every book or story with a female protagonist I know- starts in the same way: she was not like other girls. So I'll start mine differently: I'm not like other girls....tsk...tsk...joking. To be honest I feel like "no girl is like other girls", right? ( Well that goes also for men ).I mean we're all different in the end, we're all unique people- about me, I think that every person who looks at me from the outside, without knowing me too much would think "she's just a stereotypical girl into makeup and trendy clothes"- which is true, to some degree. I'm a stereotypical young woman into fashion, makeup, chatting about boys with her friends , tv series, going out, clubbing..." - only difference from me and most girls, no- I'd better say- from me and most people is.... I'm almost disconnected from my emotions. I haven't ALWAYS been like that, but I have been for a very long time. It's hard for me to recall the last time I experienced some raw, strong type of emotion- I fake a lot, I pretend to laugh, I pretend to be happy, I pretend to be in love. There is no nice, positive emotion that I show that is authentic- I can sometimes be a bit sad or frustrated ( even though not so much ), I don't even indulge much in these emotions... The only emotion I feel with some more force is anger, anger it's the only emotion I can say I really feel.
Well, and to be completely honest there's also just ONE thing I really care about.

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