Manic
One week later
"WONDER DO YOU MISS ME WHEN IM BUSY ON THE ROAD WONDER DO YOU HEAR ME IM IN HOUSTON ALL ALONNEE AND IM THINKING BOUT YOU YEA YEA"I screamed as I drove to the location keezy sunt me
I been in the house all day and this nigga wanna bother me ,they act like they can't do shit without me
Like if they killing somebody yea I wanna see but I can see any other day so it was dumb to wake me up
"Fuck I forgot my charger"I said to myself as I noticed my phone was going dead
Finna turn this bitch around.
"That's crazy"I shook my head
I pulled up to the unfamiliar house and knocked as psycho answered the door I put my AirPods in
"Nope Yu gotta talk to me I be lonely"he said taking it putting it in his pocket
"Psycho stop playing all the time"i said going in his pockets and it obviously surprised him but oh well
Fuck ima do just cry until you give it back? Hell naw ima get my shit myself tf
"Why you ain at school"chop asked as we walked in
"Same reason you not" I said sitting down
"Damn y'all daddy wasn't playing huh"C4 laughed talking to Chop as I went to the kitchen wit shawn
"Yu always in smb kitchen but yu skinny ass hell"I said watching him eat two plates at the same time
"I got high metabolism"he shrugged and I smacked my teeth
"Nigga it's fast metabolism"
"Why he following you"chop asked pointing to psycho
"I don't know he always does that like a lil dog"I said and he mushed my head
But I was being serious he's been following me ever since he stayed at my house now he just goes where I go
We have conversations but we haven't had a deep conversation yet cause I keep avoiding it we not even that close to have a deep conversation so he gotta wait
I put in my AirPods and turned on some music rolling up a blunt
Pardon me L.O.R.D why's it so hard outchea fa niggas like me
Pardon me L.O.R.D why's it so hard outchea fa niggas like me
Don't test, them bullet might press
Why they wanna see me dead? Ian even grown yet
Maybe you got to much to offer that's prolly why they want you in a coffin
Maybe you too young to sink it all in
(Damn)
Pardon me L.O.R.D why's it so hard outchea fa niggas like me
Pardon me L.O.R.D why's it so hard outchea fa niggas like me
I know Ian been the easiest to deal with as of late
22 wit a lot on my plate but you never know
When you gonna go
Sometime I can't wait...
Pardon me L.O.R.D why's it so hard outchea fa niggas like me
(Free all my niggas out da can)
Pardon me L.O.R.D why's it so hard outchea fa niggas like me
Pardon me L.O.R.D why's it so hard outchea fa niggas like me
Sometime I asked myself if life even worth it anymore the only kick I get out my life is killing people and that sad on my part as well
It's not like we go around killing for fun tho any body we killed died for a reason. I don't just walk up to some one who mugged me and shoot them. C4 does tho.
"Let me guess she listening to music thinking bout life"shawn said when my music stopped and I looked up at him
"Shutup whore"I said as Mari girlfriend and her friends walked through the door
"Omg manic Ian see yu in a while how you been"she smiled walking up to me
I dapped her up tryna give her a smile but it wouldn't come out
"I'm ok how about you.where jj bad tail at"I asked
jj her and Mari son he 2 years old and he is so cute
"Im good too and jj wit my momma"
"Yu just came from school"C4 asked dapping her up and she said yea
"Damn yu talk to everybody but me"Mari jealous self said
"Came straight through the door and went to manic first like ok tf"he added
"Boyyy I see yu at home everyday find sum better to do"she said as they kissed and we faked gagged
"Hey"her friend said sitting next to Shawn and I nodded to her
"Wsp"C4 and Shawn said
"Aye manic can yu go calm keezy down Nigga in dere punching mirrors nd shit"chop said coming from the back room and I huffed
I got up going to the back one where he was and walked in slowly he was likely just having an episode and needed to be calmed
"Keezy, yu ok"I said walking slowly towards him as he sat in the corner I saw his hand bleeding and went to get the first aid kit
"Tell me wats wrong"I said sitting in front of him grabbing his hand and cleaning him up
"It's my dad again I keep having the same vision of him popping up and it was him always saying some crude shit like you'll never be shit or calling me a faggot even when he beat me so bad he broke my jaw"he said
I just listened it wasn't my place to tell him about his father cause I'll kill mine in a heartbeat so im not giving no advice in that corner
"I don't wanna tell chop dem wat he did to me cause then they'll hate him but it gets to me like maybe I'm not worth it yk"he said and I sat next to him hugging him
"There's nothing wrong with being gay don't let a homophobic sadist get to you, and it's not like chop dem not gon believe you cause no one would lie about that especially a child. Your amazing nd we all love you so you don't got change yourself because some grown man let a child's sexuality bother him nd I can write a sequel of books with reasons why you are worth so don't ever say that again "I said pulling him up
"Damn you strong ass hell"he mumbled
Keezy wasn't a gay fem he was more masc to the point where you wouldn't even know he was gay he had a masculine demeanor
He thought everybody judge him cause of the homophonic past that was brought onto him so not many knew he was gay just his family and the people he knew
But it's not like he's hiding it because he has a boyfriend that he bring around the gang nd he wears a rainbow bracelet
We walked in the living room laughing making chop mug me
"Captain save a hoe it ain that funny"he said
"Boy get yo hating ass on"
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1176 wrds.
