manic
I sighed sitting up in the bed, these niggas had me on lockdown, I can't go nowhere without asking or without one of dem, nd they got my locals so they know if my phone finna die
They tell me to charge it and these niggas even insisted on putting me on they life360 nd if C4 ask me if I'm ok one more time I'm gonna kill him
I got up nd walked down stairs to the kitchen I haven't had an appetite I didn't eat for at least two weeks just been surviving off the little dole fruit cups
"Liyah you needa eat some real food"keezy said watching me eat a fruit cup as him and Zion laid on the couch cuddling
"I did eat"I lied and he looked at me for a little before shaking his head chuckling a bit
"Why you gotta lie? I already know you haven't eaten so why you lying"
"Cause y'all gon make it a big ass deal thinking I'm depressed or sum just like y'all sending C4 to ask me if I'm ok every two minutes"
"Y'all hovering over me every second of the day and I feel caged so just stop asking questions"I said grabbing my keys
"Where yu going maliyah"he asked walking behind me grabbing me making every body come out as they heard the commotion
"I'm grown I can go where I want"
"You not grown liyah"
"I'm grown like I said"
"You not even 18 yet how you grown"
"I don't gotta be 18, I been grown since 14 when I got up off my ass and raised YALL when I missed school to work and keep y'all sane cause y'all were going around killing everybody in y'all path"I pointed towards Mari chop and keezy
"So my question is why y'all can't trust me? What y'all think ima get killed? Or wat please tell me"
"Liyah you the only person we got. So hearing a phone call that you in the hospital or seeing you on the news. Do you know wat that'll do to us?"Mari said
"Don't you think that's what I'm worried about? I mean come on people got bags on y'all heads and y'all think I just walk around happy jolly nd all skip to malu?"
"I'm straight, stop asking wats wrong wit me mentally cause it's something wrong with all of us mentally! WE ALL FUCKED UP! all 7 of us is fucked up"I said walking out sitting in my car
I turned of some music and started rolling a few blunts for the road I heard a knock at the window and looked up seeing jacey cheesing making me smile
I unlocked the doors letting him in as he sat down laying his seat back
"I know you don't wanna talk but I wanna ride witchu cause in all honesty I'm tired of sitting in the house"he said
"No I need to talk to you"I said looking up from rolling I really wanted to ask wat we were cause we never really talk about it we just vibed
But after he called me his wife. I just feel the need to ask.
"bout wat"he asked looking in my eyes and I squinted at him noticing something different
Oh I may be tripping or am I not? I asked myself as I grabbed his face bringing him closer squinting again
"Maliyah move"he tried pushing me but I grabbed tighter I licked my lips and backed up turning myself so I can punch him dead in his jaw
Maybe I'm just tripping...or he look high offa 10...nah I gotta be trippin I laughed to myself
"Watchu laughing to yourself fa?"he asked
