Manic
I was at my house I just had one of them days where I wanted to be alone and I never got rid of my house cause I knew this was gon happen
My phone was dead and I didn't bring a charger but it didn't really bother me cause I kinda like the quietness
But the quiet also come with your thoughts nd my thoughts did nothing but drag me down into a deeper hole
"Maybe I should watch SpongeBob"
"Ooh I want ice cream"
I ran down stairs to my fridge getting the container of chocolate ice cream and a spoon as I ran back up
I didn't have on anything but a bra and panties set because after I got out the shower I got lazy and didn't feel like putting on any clothes
"This shit colder than a muthafucka"
I watched SpongeBob and ate my ice cream till I got tired and fell asleep
Psycho
"Bruh why the fuck her shit going straight to voicemail"
Me and the gang was tryna see where the fuck maliyah ass went and she wasn't even answering the phone
"Somebody made her mad or sum"shawn asked and we all looked around to see if somebody would say something
"Damn so she just up and left no call text or nothing"chop asked
"Wat today is"Mari asked
"March 18th"I said nd Shawn looked at us
"Today her parents death date"he said nd we all looked around
Keezy got up and punched a wall before walking out
"His mad ass...shid im pissed but it ain like we ain got the connections to find out where she at"Mari said
"Man yu know manic his rock so if she ain here this Nigga be on his period" C4 said
I called her again going straight to voicemail AGAIN I was getting impatient and I low key had separation anxiety
Feel like I can't breath without her
"Man can't we just go look for her or some"shawn asked sitting up
"Maybe she don't wanna be found I mean she live in a house full of nigga maybe she just want alone time"Zion said
"Ok but she would still tell us when she heading out"Shawn said
"Mannnn where the fuck this girl at!? Finna beat her ass when I find her"Mari said
I was just in deep thought thinking bout all the shit that could happen or where she could be
My head was spinning so got up and went outside to take a breath my fucking chest was hurting and all
I groaned as I held my chest and sat on my car tryna breathe but I couldn't I COULDNT FUCKING BREATH
Calm down calm down she okay she's okay she's okay she's okay breathe nigga just breathe
I was tryna tell myself but I still couldnt fucking breathe like my lungs was collapsing or something
"Yu straight fam"keezy asked walking out as he rushed over to me
Keezy
I walked out of the house seeing psycho on the car hyperventilating nigga was huffing and shit
"Yu straight fam?"I asked rushing up to him
