manic
"Girl wtf"I heard as a boy grabbed me just in time pulling me up and my heart started beating again
"Damn thanks for that cus my dumb ass was boutta hear allat nonsense in my grave"I said stepping over the rail
"Did you just try to kill yourself dawg"he said looking at me and I stared at him for a minute then busted out laughing
"Man hell naw I might say fuck life 24/7 but if I kill myself my peoples gon dig me up and kill me again"I said and looked me like I was crazy
"Then wtf was that"
"I don't know I got up to leave and boom my foot slipped"
"Aye shorty ion kno you but don't be tryna kill yoself"
"I'm not suicidal g shutup, aye but glooks cus if yu wasn't there just den I would be ded right now"I said dapping him up
"Lemme get yo number just know you Jesus in my eyes so if you ever need some call me"I added reaching for his phone
"You just picked me up like a hoe assum nd I am Jesus nigga"he said chuckling
"Jesus black"I asked and he looked me for a min den busted out laughing causing me to laugh
"Aye man you need go home tho it 2 in da morning nd you out here tryna kill yo self"
"Damn it's two in da morning? My phone ded as a bitch ion kno nun right now"I said shaking my head
"Damn yo folks don't care bout chu or sum"he asked laughing
"Man hell yea dem niggas prolly painting da city red tryna find me"
"Or wrd? You from the next city ova?"he asked and I nodded
"Damn you came all the way out here to kill yo self you ambitious I see"he said laughing making me laugh too
"My nigga stop saying dat that was a lil accident"I said
"I know but yo ass ain scream or nun yo facial expression was blank nd yu act like it ain een happen"he said
"Cus I'm not afraid of dying when it's my time ima go nd I get faced with death plenty of times a day Shid ima walking target so it ain really phase me"
"Oh Ian ask for yo name shorty"
"People call me manic"
"Wrd people call me bandz"he said and I dapped him up
"Aight I'm heading out but fr call me if yu need sum I'll push 180 fa yo ahh"I said walking to my car
"Aight best stay safe"
I sat in the car and just processed everything that just happened and I let out a sigh I laid my head back just thinking
Damn I'll be dead rn..
If he wasn't there I would be dead ass hell...
Did I do it on purpose?
I shook that last thought away and turned on my car hearing a knock at my window I looked up to see bandz goofy ass smiling
I rolled the window down
"Oh my bad since I'm yo god or wtv wanna drop me off home"he asked and I unlocked the door for him
"Damn nigga fuck you out here for wit no car"
"I had my car earlier my punk ahh sister took it"
"Ight tell me where to go nigga cus I'm not from down here"
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I sighed sitting my Glock on my night stand stripping out my clothes and laying down letting sleep take over me
I woke up to tires screeching off and people yelling I huffed and sat up checking my phone but forgetting it was dead
I got up and took a shower and got out putting on nothing but a silk robe and my fluffy house shoes
I went downstairs and decided I wanted to cook myself some breakfast so I got the pancake mix, bacon and eggs with some cinnamon rolls
Psycho
I stared at the wall in front of me I couldn't even go to sleep last night she didn't come home and I couldn't even process
I know I know that's some pussy shit but I don't know wat else to do everybody going crazy while Zion tryna reassure everybody she was ok
I think he starting to not believe that, I called her like a hundred times last night and it went straight to voicemail
I try every thirty seconds and I still get no answer I'm finna go crazy if something happened to her
Do you love her?
Man idk she the only one I want but then again I can't just say it to her out of no where
I'm finna kill every bitch in my path till I get to her.
"Aye hop up we finna go see our connections to see if we can trace her car or sum"Mari said knocking on the door
I looked up not even knowing I had tears in my eyes
I dried a perc and hopped up pulling over a hoodie grabbing my glock tucking it
As we got into the car I sat in the passenger letting my thoughts take over
𝐹 𝐿 𝐴 𝑆 𝐻 𝐵 𝐴 𝐶 𝐾
"NOOO you gotta pretend you sniffing a crack line!"
"Why tf would I do that?"
"Boy that's the tiktok! Stop always tryna be hard for I fight yu!"
"Liyah yu cus mad ion wanna sniff crack?"
"You not doin it for real it's like...air crack"
𝐸 𝑁 𝐷
"It's ok jay we gon find her"I heard keezy said I looked up at him
"Man this some bullshit who tf she think she is just got us over here worrying bout her nappy headed ass that's why she built like a deep breath nd ima smack her ass in her throat when I see her"shawn said makin everybody buss out laughing but I was not in the mood
"Mannn and she better not waltz her lil ass in the house like ain shit happen cus then ima really be mad"C4 said
"Zion you talk to her"keezy asked making everybody go silent
"No it keep going straight to voicemail"he said
"Mmcht mannnn I promise you- nah I'm not even gone say it"he shook his head
"You think so"I looked at him
"Nah she way tougher than you think"he chuckled
We pulled up and hopped out
"Aye bandz!"keezy yelled as we walked in the house
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1095 wrds!
