Bakugo X Autistic Reader

Relax Day / The Grand National

You woke up around four by the smell of smoke next to you, and you looked over your shoulder, Katsuki's hands were smoking and he had tears streaming down his face, making you panic, and you turned around and shook him to wake him up
"Mi amor"
You whispered, shaking his arm since he was on his side
"Katsuki"
You said more hastily this time, shaking him more vigorously, and he jolted awake, fear in his eyes, and you sat up
"Hey, it's alright, your safe"
You reassured, but he also sat up, and lifted up your shirt so he saw your stomach, flustering you
"The knife's gone"
His voice was shaking, and when he dropped your shirt, he started to clench his first, and you hovered your hands over his
"May I?"
You asked and he hesitated for a moment but nodded, so you slowly put your hands on his.

"Do you wanna tell me about it?"
You asked and he tried to speak but couldn't
"Don't force yourself, it's always difficult to speak when I'm like this"
You sighed and traced a thumb over his knuckles
"Being like this, I kinda feels like when you try and scream in a dream. No matter how hard you try, no sound will come out"
You could feel his hands becoming less tense, and you took a deep breath
"It's scary, but what's life without a little bit of fear"
His unclenched his hands and you linked your fingers with his
"You had a nightmare, I'm guessing"
You said and he put his head down, but you saw him nod
"And I got stabbed in the stomach?"
You asked and he froze, indicating that you were right
"You died in my arms"
He whispered and you brought his hand up to your neck, so he could feel your pulse
"Do you feel it?"
You asked and he sniffled, but nodded slowly
"My heart is beating. I'm alive. So there is nothing-"
You were cut off when he launched at you, wrapping his arms around you, but the force form him caused the two of you to fall of your bed, not you managed to make a cloud to catch you both.

He silently cried into your neck, and you rubbed his back
"Shhhh. It's alright, just let it out"
You said calmly and held the back of his head with one hand, while the other hand held his back, and he just had his arms around your back
"Please...don't leave me"
He pleaded and you held me onto him tighter
"Don't worry mi amor, I'm not going anywhere"
You reassured and smiled
"And even if you wanted me gone, you can't get rid of me"
You smiled and he laughed lightly
"Your kinda a leach"
He sniffled whole lifting his head to look at you
"But you love this leach"
You smiled and he kissed your gently
"Yeah, I do"
He smiled and snuggles into your chest.
And even though you two didn't go back to sleep, you both played games till six before you two, and Luna, went down to the common area.

"Kat, can you pass me a measuring jug"
You asked while you whipped the buttercream for the butterfly buns and you heard Katsuki get a jug out of the cupboard and put it on your head
"Thank you for your kind contribution"
You sighed and took the jug off your head, temporarily turning off the electric whisk and putting some milk in the measuring jug, then adding more icing sugar to the buttercream and turning the whisk on again
"Can you pass over the piping bag that I prepared earlier"
You said and added the little bit of milk in jug to the buttercream, and tjen it turned to the right consistency.
Katsuki passed you the piping bag with a piping tip at the end, and you filled the bag with the buttercream
"What are you making again?"
Katsuki asked you as started to decorate the cakes
"Butterfly buns. I had these all the time when I was younger"
You smiled and placed the cut top of the bun and made the little wings for the top of the bun, then dusted it with icing sugar :