𝓈𝑒𝓁𝑒𝓃𝒾𝓉𝑒'𝓈 𝓅𝑜𝑒𝓂𝓈

Sunshine doesn't feel the same

Age 12
3/15/21
Sunshine doesn't feel the same.

Usually, I would feel different, and happy.

But now as years go by and I start to age,

I feel a grip of sadness flow through my mind,

Like how drugs would be on a drugies mind.

But, people do say

"You're only so young, you have time to grow and experience new feelings.''

But what if I don't want to experience new feelings?

  What if I experienced enough? I feel or should I say I know,

I'm that person who wants to be invisible but wants to be heard

That person who feels invisible and wants to not be heard.

But as I go outside and feel the sunshine on my face and shoulders

I start to remember all the good times in the sun.

When I felt happy,

When I felt alive , And wanted to be alive

But now, sunshine doesn't feel the same.