WHAT ARE WE STILL?

chapter 27 - The old ruhanika is dead

Ruhanika pov -

I was so happy when reyansh confronted his feelings for me I am happy to be with him

prajyot and kritika too knows about our relationship and kritika was very happy

Sometimes I think prajyot too likes her and i confronted him he said yess he likes her from the very first day and i can see affection in kritika eyes for him but he never confessed god knows why

I talked to him about this but the only reply I got was " no dii this is not the right time "

I didn't ought to Mendel with his decision but I really do care about them the longing is seen in Their eyes

It has been 3 months since I and reyansh  are in relationship and we both never crossed our boundaries after that intimate encounter we decided to take things slow between us which I was very happy he took but that day when he touched me and I had my first orgasm I was on heaven I missed his touch on me he felt like ice on my burning sensation but I controlled myself I know my feelings are more than just being physical

But we do have our small make outs like kissing and hugging that's it since then he takes care of me like a baby day by day our love got deeper he knows almost everything about me and i even know about his first love I tried to find love in his eyes or guilt but none of them were present

How can she do this to him , how come someone cheated on him 

He made me promises that I will never leave him

His family doesn't know about our relationship and i sometimes feel guilty for hiding only vidyut bhaiya knows and babhai they got married one month before and we all enjoyed very much

She is very nice to me and take me as her own sister

Our college was about to end in 1 month and soon we all are going to start our new life reyansh had decided to tell his family about us  and we both  will stay together

I did told him to wait but he said he don't want me to stay alone , prajyot still didn't confessed to kritika and she is sad because she thinks she is in one sided love God knows what will happen to them

I was sitting in my class and I felt someone behind me and it was none other than my reyy

He hugged me back and said ," hey angel are you my homework  because I want to slap you on the desk and will do you all night long !"

He said kissing on neck and blushed hard on his statement " pheley samajh toh lo Hume phir Jo karna hai karna apne desk par " hehe

He dramatically hits his chest and said ," hayeeeeeee "

And came and asked  in serious tone are you okay with my decision right I nodded and we kissed each other as promised to beside each other no matter what happened we will be together it was not a make out section but assurance about future

Soon one month flies away and in this one month I was alone yess reyansh barley talks to me ,meets me come to college I understand his family belongs to royal he have to take over his company but he never behaved like this to me even he is busy in something important he would tell me before hand about his work I stopped working at his house as I was having my exam and I was very sad he didn't even called me since 1 week asking about me and not even a message I wasn't doubting on him but I missed him

Today me kritika and prajyot decide to go to cafe and enjoy some time kritika and prajyot knows about this and he told me he is a little busy which make me feel something like fear of losing me bur still what will happen relax ruhanika