Obsession

|part 8|

Come ahead a little (jk come and become terrified he hug tae shaking his head as no ) don't be afraid they won't do anything bun they are so innocent they just follow my order and until you are with me they won't harm you ... Jk; but their is tigers and lions (tae nod his head as yes and chuckle at jk's terrified state ... ) Tae: bub they are my pet (now jk is freaking out he want to go away as soon as possible .. ) I have some pets and they are important for me ... Jk: how many pets you have .. Tae: just 5 Germany Shepard, 4 American pitbull, 4 rottweiler   , 4 leopard and 3 lions they are really nice ... (Jk just look at tae and tae understand that jk is afraid so he pick him and start going from there to a beautiful place Whicb basically a wooden bridge to go other side of pond while jk was getting scared by all this ... Jk : all are so dangerous so much ... Everything is sk terrifying oh God I wanna go home take me home ... Tae: relax we will go now we have to go in Kim mansion too .. (jk look at tae with teary eyes ) jk: why you keep them they are so dangerous maybe they don't do anything to you but why hubby ... (Tae look at front and smirk creepily) Tae: I love how their nature are ... I know they are dangerous that's why I am in love with them ... I love when they are cruel merciless and kill someone without any mercy ... This feeling give me peace ... I love their mercilessness.. they give me peace ... They know Some secret which no one knows about me still they can't say this to anyone ... They are beast and I love hell they surely don't give me the feeling of living in hell but surely their cruelty give me happiness and little bit satisfaction... (Jk was looking at tae yesterday the one who give him assurance and here the one is same person but aura is too different...

Taekook come to Kim mansion whole road jk didn't talk about anything making tae sigh he just concentrate on his driving and after a long journey they come and Jin welcome them whole hearty...
Jin; you are looking so beautiful Jungkook come inside .. (jk smile genuinely and come inside while no one saw tae who is standing outside... He come inside and look at jk who is smiling with everyone soon his sister come and hug him making tae look at her ) Yj: how are you bear you really forget us .. tae: not like that ... I did came 1 week ago remember.. yj: yeah bcz you wanted to talk about your marriage with Jungkook ... (Tae just nod his head and start looking at jk who is smiling hearing their word ) jk in mind ; I don't know what I saw or you show me but I want to know you more hubby what's hurting you why I saw some pain in you ... I will know about this

Tae: I am going to my room ... (He said and left while jk was looking at him ... Jin look at the direction and saw tae is finally gone or not ... Once he confirmed tae is not here He turn to jk and look at him ) Jin; Jungkook are you ok did tae hurt you or said something to you .. did he tried to do something against your will (jk look at jin with widen eyes how can Jin say something about his son and that too this much fluently... He was shocked seeing Jin taught about tae ... In these days when jk feel insecure tae make him realize how much important he is for jk and never really hurt him for a single time .. he can't say about future but seeing his husband's caring nature he can't even think his husband will hurt him ... Meanwhile tae chuckle who just came for asking jk to rest sometimes... Hearing his chuckle sound Jin look there and saw tae and his face the sarcastic smile on his face which make jin gulp down his own saliva..

Tae: dinner ready noona (he asked to his sister and look at jk who is also looking at him ) Jin; bear I didn't (tae cut him off ) tae: no need for saying much eomma I know you didn't mean this like everytime but he is my husband I will actually think thousand of time before hurting him .... And I am not sexually this much frustrated to force my husband and do something inappropriate things to him without his will (he said and left from there while Jin look at his feet ) Jin; I didn't mean all this trust me Jungkook I didn't... (Jk didn't said anything just bite his lips harshly as he don't know what is going on here and what they meaning but his heart is gripping thinking about his husband who was looking ok and fine but his eyes is telling some other story ... He just smile a little and caress jin's hand ) Yj; ummm dinner is ready call tae he will be at poolside ... (Jk nod his head and goes from there )

Here tae is standing in dark no one can say what he is doing.. Tae in mind ; no one will accept me like the way you did princess no one will ever accept my all flaws (his eyes shed tears when he remembers that whole ride jk didn't talk but he wiped them harshly and look at the sky closing his eyes
** You know what I love you the way you are don't ever say you are not good and it's nothing serious to not believe in love you don't and I do the simple matter is like this ... So no need to think all this ... You are best in this world ... ** Opening his eyes he just sigh and bring back his old aura cold a nasty smirk played in lips doesn't matter how much hurt you are but face always hide everything... Soon he heard footsteps and he know jk come there he didn't said anything he just wanna know what his husband gonna do or say ... Whatever happens he isn't letting him go in anyway as he doesn't love jk but he is obsessed with his husband how can he let him go ... Jk come and backhug tae who just inhale a sharp breath but didn't said anything... How much jk wish he can talk now and call his husband ask him what happened... Tae didn't turn jk's grip in his waist and chest become tight while tae loose the grip and pull him front later hug him tightly... After some minutes jk broke the hug and look at tae ...
Jk; hubby eomma didn't mean (before he can say more tae  start talking) Tae: I know he didn't don't worry bub he never meant anything just say it (he chuckle and look the sky ) no one can accept me the way I am .. ppl are good or bad some time situation make them bad but I am not like them ... Situation didn't make me bad I am bad from very first ... I get angry in small matter I think a lot when there is nothing to be think ... I love cruelty and I don't have any excuses bcz I am like this ... I am not any good human there is no humanity in me nor a single trench of kindness all I have cruelty I can't be a good human bcz I am like this ... My nature is possessive my behavior is obsessive and my personality is regressive I can't change all this at first I tried then someone make me realize I shouldn't do it ... I should accept myself the way I am and when I tried to accept myself the way I am I found myself in a crowd where everyone hate me ... Not a single person was there who can accept me like the way I am there was no one who can love me ... No one was there who can accept the behavior and I can understand them bcz obviously it's tough to accept a person who don't have any humanity ... But still something hurt you know there is no one who can understand me the way I tried to understand them ... There was no one who accept me and my behavior again fault is only mine bcz I am like this ... Everyone want a picture perfect human who is good hearted person not like me ... Everyone want only good things and good humans not bad Bad things and bad humans ... I am that much crazy that I always keep some dangerous animal as my pet a flower I plant is filled with poison ... I love poisonous things I love beast I am like this and no one can accept me like this ... Maybe now you are also scared of me and thinking about leaving (before he can say more jk pull him by his collar and smashed his lips with his one soon tae pull jk by his waist and start kissing him roughly more like eating his lips ... By the force jk about to fall but tae hold his waist tightly and pull him more closer his hand was Roaming jk's back both were lost on the moment feeling each other warmth more and more ... soon jk pat tae's back who back away and look jk who is breathing heavily) jk: hubby everyone is calling you inside for eating dinner ... (Tae peck Jk's lips and cheeks ) tae: let's go home bub I can have most tastiest dinner in my whole life ... (He said licking his lips while drooling over jk who become red by shyness ).

Right now all are eating dinner while Jin come with tae's favourite food ... Tae didn't said anything just eat without uttering any words ... Jin; bear I am sorry ... Tae : you shouldn't be I know like always you never meant anything and let me eat now ... (Tae said and Jin eyes filled with tears he gulp down his sob and nod his head ) Eat fastly we have to go home ... I am full (jk look at tae's food which he didn't even touch just played with spoon ... Tae walked away while jin's eyes filled with tears ... Jk come to tae holding the plate) I am full bun you eat and let's go I am feeling suffocating... (Jk nod his head as no and take him other side near the windows and open it later make tae holding the plate ) jk; now you won't feel it and sit here ok .. (tae sit at the corner of window while jk sit on his lap and start feeding him while tae was looking at him after sometime he too feed jk who smile shyly and blush hardly)