14th of January, 2015
To whom it may concern,
Everything is absolute shit.
They found a tumour in head. It can't be removed. It's going to kill me.
It's all bullshit, all of it. If I can't be cured I don't see why I should keep going to see the doctor, why I can't just take every second I can get and live it out. They said I might have to go through several stages including denial and then depression, before finally reaching acceptance. The psychologist they assigned me was actually surprised at how fast I seemingly processed the fact that I was going to die. I was surprised at that too, to be honest.
But really, why waste time fearing and avoiding the inevitable?
I only have 4 months, maybe even less. I can't let it all go away on hospital visits and counselling sessions.
Which is why I have made a checklist of 20 points.
20 things I must do before I die.
It sounds cliché, sounds much like new year's resolutions that no one ever bothers to accomplish. But I swear I'll do everything I can to cross off everything on that list, because after all, they're going to be the last things I'll ever do.
Yours truly,
Carolina Martínez
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Helloooo
Something new I've been working on, will probably have shortish chapters and not take me that long, depending on how many times a week they decide to cut the wifi. Sigh, #venezuelanproblems
Anyways thanks for keeping up with my trashy stories i love you all
Sarah
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The Checklist || Álvaro Morata
Fanfiction"I think the thing that scared me the most about her, was how she was not afraid to die." In which a girl is estimated to have just under 6 months left to live, and decides to make a checklist of the things she wants to do before she leaves.
