Give me love ( a yuzuru hanyu fanfic) UNDER MAJOR EDITING

The Truth Comes Out

A/N: I'm still kind of a newb to Wattpad writing, but I was wondering if you guys knew what the votes do?

Yuzu and I just got back from our Disney Land trip and suddenly I feel the need to be honest with him

I need to tell him the truth about everything that has happened with my past

"Yuzu-kun?" I ask tentatively 

This could change everything

And I hope it doesn't

"Yeah Charlie-chan?" 

"I want to tell you now. About everything that's happened. With Rey, Keith, Jordan; everything. I think you deserve to know now. But not only you, I need to tell Javi and Coach too" I say dead serious 

A look of sheer panic takes over Yuzu's face and he rushes out of the hotel room to go find the two. I guess he saw how serious this situation was

A few minutes later, Yuzu returns to the room with Coach and Javi following closely behind

"What's wrong Charlie?" Coach asks taking a seat on the bed next to me, Yuzu and Javi following his lead 

"I need to tell you guys something and I hope you all understand where I'm coming from with this" 

A quick nod of their heads is all I need before proceeding into my story 

"About 5 years ago, when I was 15 I met a guy named Keith Yamaguchi. He told me he was visiting Canada with his family for a couple of months. I hung out with him for the duration of his trip and we fell in love. Or whatever love was to a 15 year old. Before he left, he told me something that he thought would change my perspective on him but it didn't"

I quickly suck in a breath, bracing myself for what I'm going to tell them next. The look on Coach and Javi's face hold anticipation while Yuzu had a clue on what I was going to say next

"He told me he was apart of the Yakuza and the whole family trip was just a gang trip he had to go on " I say, looking down at my lap to avoid eye contact

"HE WHAT!" Javi shouts 

"Javi let her explain" Coach says trying to get Javi to hype down a little 

"Thanks Coach. Ummm...after he left with the rest of the gang and they went back to Japan we kept in contact. That was until my sister Rey found out and told me to break it off with him. At the time I was 15 and he was 18. She didn't want me to date someone who was legally an adult and conveniently that same night he broke up with me. He said he didn't want me to get hurt in the business he was apart of. I promise you, Keith is one of the good guys in the gang. For years he's been trying to get out of the Yakuza. He doesn't want anything to do with it. The only reason he joined was because his parents abandoned him at a young age and thought the Yakuza was helping him" 

I really hope I got my message across...

"Oh ok...but Charlie, why did you decide to tell us this now?" Coach asks, kind of out of the loop

"Because Charlie-chan and I saw him again" Yuzu informs 

"YOU WHAT!?" Javi shouts again 

"...and he still loves her" Yuzu adds quietly 

"But I don't feel the same way. I love Yuzu" I say confidently 

"The reason why we brought this up is because he has an idea that Romano will get out of prison and come back. Since he's in a gang, he'll keep watch for us. Keith knows the ins and outs of how gangs work. He's on our side, I can guarantee that 100%" I clarify

"Well that's good to hear" Coach chimes in 

"That's not all" I cut in 

"About two years ago, I got into a fight with my parents and ran out of the house in the middle of the night" I start

"I saw some girl get threatened by a mugger and went to help, then he went after me. Long story short, a guy came and saved me. I told him I owed him one. That day I never saw his face, only his blue eyes and bleached blond hair. Any guess who it was?" I ask hoping the three got the hint 

"Niall Horan from One Direction...?" Javi guesses

If we were in any other situation I would've laughed, but we're not so I just face palmed at his stupidity 

"God Javi, it was Romano!" I shout in annoyance 

"Oh I see. So when you said you owed him he took it literally?" Coach asks

"I guess. Unless he knew me somehow before the encounter" I answer back 

Lastly, I had to retell the most painful story ever; the death of my sister 

"Before Sochi, my older sister Rey was going to Homecoming with her boyfriend Jacob. I always thought they were the ideal couple in my eyes and I close to him too. He told me after they graduated he would ask Rey to marry him. Unfortunately, she died that night. Jacob pressured her into drinking too much and when she drove home, she swerved off the freeway and her car went down a hill" 

I can't help but choke back a sob. Telling this story out loud always brings tears to my eyes 

"Charlie-chan come here" Yuzu says pulling me into his arm. He pulls out a tissue from trusty Pooh-san and wipes the oncoming tears 

"H-he-her car....exploded in a ditch. She didn't deserve to die" I sob, gripping the fabric of Yuzu's shirt and burying my face in his chest 

"Charlie, I'm sorry you had to experience all of that and you're still so young. I know it must've taken a lot of courage to tell us this" Coach says, rubbing my back 

"Don't cry Charlie, everything in the end will turn out ok" Javi says in a sincere tone

But will it?