Always There (FMA: Edward Elric X Reader)

Dude... (UPDATE! IM NOT DEAD)

Centuries ago, a depressed high school girl stayed up to the crack of dawn writing shitty fanfiction for thousands to read...

I am that girl.

Dude literally it's been like 2 years (?) since I've been active on Wattpad... Yikes.

I've risen from the grave and I'm here to give y'all a big ass update. Only doing an update on this story because it's my most popular with almost 200k reads (thanks for that guys, it was pretty awesome to see that).

As I recall I started this account in like 2015 maybe 2014? So I was about 14 or 15 writing my little fan fictions about pretty little anime boys. Well, I had an account before this one (we shall not speak of it) but, this was obviously my main one.

Now it's 2018, almost 2019, and everything has changed.

I personally don't write anymore. I used to be hardcore obsessed with it. For the longest time I wanted to be a writer. Sadly however, I lost that passion like I do with pretty much everything else I used to like. Depression sucks, man.

Anyway, not too long ago I was reminiscing about Wattpad and how I used to live on it. I log back on to this account and see over a thousand notifications...

I've been gone that long.... and sadly, I'm not here to stay):

I just wanted to give you guys a big fat motherfuckin' thank you for your support. It might not mean much, considering I was just writing simple, cringy fanfiction but, it still means the world to me. Like I said, I used to love writing, and seeing people reading my stories and actually liking them makes me so fucking happy.

I would write more but I simply have permanent writers block.

Another reason is that I'm just getting old. Like, I'm legally an adult and there's more important things to do rather than figuring out how to end a fanfiction or start one. I don't even watch anime as much anymore. There's even a fucking Free season three and I can't even get into it. I don't know it sucks...

Honestly, I want to get back into writing, maybe not fanfiction but, my own original stories... I don't know, a crazy idea...

Anyway thanks so much for sticking with me on this ride. It's been fun. Fuck, I miss writing fanfiction and seeing people comment. I loved reading the comments! Now there's just too many to read at moment. Ugh, I have to stop otherwise I'm just going to write a story, get your hopes up, and not finish writing it...

I'm probably not going to log back on. Not for a very long time again, at least. It's sad but, I guess this is an official good bye.

But hey, who knows, I might make a return(:

Anyone who has read any of my stories, thank you.

Goodbye❤️

-xcutiepiexx