Pregnant With A Vampire Baby?!

Damaged or Broken?

Leaning my head on the cool glass as the trees slipped by. I finally get out of that stupid hospital and I get bombarded by this Sky guy. Yeah, I know I'm pregnant. No, I'm not going to do anything about it. Nothing I can do about it. I let out a shaky breath. I know that if I try hard enough I can be the best mother possible. I placed a hand on my stomach. Its just us and Ryan now. I thought. How could everything go from perfect to ruined? I don't know. All I know is I have to leave. I can't be here anymore. Not after this. Sky can't know its his child. I think. I mean he was the only guy I slept with for about a year. My mom can't know I'm pregnant. My brother can't know I'm leaving. Ryan can't know Sky. There are too many things here I can't change about myself. As the car stopped I grabbed my bag and rushed inside. Ryan sat on the couch with my mother watching Spongebob.

"Ryan! Just the person I wanted to see. Can you help me with something?" I asked looking at him.

"Yeah, anything." He said getting up.

Walking up stairs I grabbed my suit case. I set it on my bed and grabbed my clothes from the closet and dresser. Tossing them into the suit case I let a tear fall. I'm leaving. I'm actually leaving. I grabbed my savings in the old jar I've had since 6th grade.

"What are you doing?" Ryan said confused.

"Leaving." I said, fear interlocked with my words. "I have to leave. I have a friend who will help us get to a safe place. I'm sorry I know you just got here and this isn't what was planned, but know this is for the best."

"I'm coming with you, right?" He asked a little surprised.

"Of course." I said, strongly.

Dear whoever reads this,

I'm sorry, but I couldn't say good-bye without crying. Its hard to write this, but I can't stay here anymore. There is just too much at risk. Too many secrets that will make you all hate me. I kow I shouldn't run away. I know I should stay and fight, but I can't fight. I'm sorry for causing so much trouble for you all. It was a mistake to think I'd be fine. Truth is I'm dying. I am on the edge. Teasing death. Yeah, I know. I'm truly sorry things couldn't be different, but know I love you guys.

Love,

Rebecca.

I placed the note on my bed as Ryan and I snuck out. His black shaggy hair swayed with every blast of wind. Looking back at the house I could see everytime I snuck into the house, but not this time. Squeezing Ryan's hand we walked to the bus station.

After about an hour we were loading on the bus. It was still dark out. About 2 in the morning. Sitting in the back I let him lay in my lap to sleep. I leaned my head against the window. Where did I go wrong? Its like I'm walking through this nightmare trying to find the lost exit. I know what I have to do, but I can't do it. I have to run from this nightmare before it consumes me. I can't let it consume me. I can't take the pain anymore. God I'm so done with crying. It seems like that's all I ever do. This is my nightmare and I'm fored to walk it. No going back and re-doing anything. This is real. This is real.

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