Avengers the beast within

Ch. 12 "I'm not giving up"

                                                                         Taylor POV

I slowly stand up on all four paws, 

"Taylor easy," Steve said with both hands up 

I snarled at him backing up slowly, I need to get out of here I can't go with them knowing what I did I thought 

my nose in the air I smell Bucky, I turn around to run only to see, Wanda and Pietro blocking my exit,

I growl getting frustrated,

"Taylor easy were here to help," Wanda said 

I looked at her with sad eyes,

I allowed her in my mind,

"Help me? how I'm a monster where ever I go death follows!" I said in my mind

"you know what happened wasn't you're fault," Wanda said 

"Don't you understand! I don't belong anywhere all I do is destroy and cause death how far is this willing to go until I turn on any of you! I belong alone....in isolation," I said in my mind 

"you don't believe that do you?" Wanda said looking at me with sad eyes 

"I do just....stop looking for me," I said 

then I took off running 

"Taylor wait!" Steve said 

but I ignored him running until I come to a meadow, I sat down whining and whimpering 

"I just want to be normal," I thought looking up at the sky the stars and the moon the only things that bring me comfort anymore I thought 

then I hear crunching of leaves and twigs, 

I turn around to see Bucky I couldn't look him in the eyes after what I did what he seen me do, I thought 

he approached me I backed up,

"Taylor, listen to me what went down wasn't you're fault do you hear me?" Bucky said 

My ears were back,

"Taylor listen to me, stop being so dam stubborn, I know what it's like to lose control I've been there but pushing people away and isolating yourself isn't gonna help," Bucky said 

"and I'm not leaving without you," He said 

"and I've told you before I'm gonna take care of you I'm not like everyone else in you're life causing you pain turning their backs on you, I don't care how hard you push away I'm not giving up on you," Bucky said 

I turned around looking at him 

"And don't you dare give up on yourself do you hear me?" He said 

I whined running towards him tackling him to the ground, nuzzling him in the face,and licking him 

"Okay, okay," He said chuckling petting my fur