A favourite person, an ex, a best friend or a lifeline that never exist

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12 Nov 2023

Some things I would not say

You saved my life. You're not even that fucking great.
My brain decided to let you save me. Ffs. I miss you or do I miss the idea of you. I don't fucking know or care - but I do care, fuck my life.
No but you are a good person - just not what I made you out to be. But I made you god damn it - no I didn't.
I did create your image so be fucking grateful.
I also did nothing but ruin your life.
I'm sorry.
- am I?
because there was one time you made me feel so small - at the tattoo place.
It was only one time - or was it?
How would I know.
I made you feel small hundreds if not thousands of times.

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