14 Nov 2023
(Insert name of specific old friend's little brother)
WHY DOES EVERYONE KEEP FUCKING DYING.
I'm watching his fucking funeral.
Is this a joke?
All these people younger than me are all dying.
Why them not me?
Usually it's the most loved people we lose. This time it really was someone who was a bit strange and misunderstood (however likely more loved than I am) and I felt this could have easily been me.
* I cried for hours and didn't sleep for days after this entry and in turn caused myself an eye infection which started spreading down my face and required a course of antibiotics. I'm not even sure it's cured now a week later*
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Poetry, Thoughts & Journal Entries
Non-FictionI hope you are okay <3 My digital diary - writing every single day! Some poetry, some journal entries, some random thoughts :) My intention with this work is to write at least something every day, no matter how mediocre, to overcome my perfectioni...
