మన మధ్య (In Between Us)

41 Bondita avoiding Anirudh, Sampoorna Vinayak planing to come to Delhi

Bondita is looking at him with extremely disappointed expression accusing him painfully and silently with teary eyes and voice that:

NO ..I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN. I KNOW WHAT YOU WILL LECTURE. DON'T INSULT MY FEELINGS BAVA. PLEASE DON'T INSULT MY LOVE ON YOU . YOU HAVE ALREADY MADE IT CLEAR THAT I SHOULD NOT LOVE YOU LIKE A GIRL LOVE A BOY.

EVEN THOUGH YOUR WORDS ARE HURTING ME BUT NAANNA USED TO TELL THAT WE SHOULD NOT SUFFOCATE ANYONE WITH OUR LOVE OR HATRED. WE SHOULD RESPECT OTHERS FEELINGS TOO AND SHOULD NOT SHOW OUR POSSESSIVENESS ON THEM.

(Anirudh felt it as a slap for his rude behaviour sometimes before for dragging her like that . He too respect his aravind Mavayya ideology. Then how could he forget his teachings and behave like this with Bondita? He only wanted her not to develop love feelings on him and when she is silent why did he hyper react and became aggressive for her silence? What's happening with him? Why did her silence made him mad and brought out negative shade from him? How could he do this to her ...his precious girl )

Other side Bondita is continuing her ranting: KEEPING YOUR FEELINGS IN VIEW ONLY I HAVE STARTED STAYING AWAY FROM YOU . EVEN THEN YOU HAVE PROBLEM WITH ME, BAVA ? WHAT MORE SHOULD I DO? YOU TELL ME - She yelled and bursted into tears by falling on her knees and cried for a while

Anirudh's heart ached to see her like this . Actually he never wished to see her in this condition. All he wanted is to erase this love feelings in her fragile mind but not to avoid him completely. He wanted her beside him as his friend like how she used to be with him in childhood when they meet in holidays and play before he go to London . In this process he is also equally suppressing his true feelings for her

But what he didn't want ever is she - completely distancing herself from him avoiding him and behaving like he is nowhere in her life not even talking with him by maintaining eye contact . This behaviour of her's is really upsetting him

And another most hurting truth is she heard by herself what he had spoken to Deepika in phone that day that there should be nothing between us

Till now he thought that because of Deepika words and her influence only she started getting impacted and is maintaining distance . But fact is she tricked him made him confess his conspiracy against her and heard his words that day ..she heard everything and now she formed a bad opinion on him which he didn't want at any cost

He had underestimated Bondita's intelligence . Now he has to suffer all these consequences .

With much difficult he gained courage and started giving explanation by holding her hand as giving explanation: Bondita ! Please! Please listen to me once.

Bondita took away her hand and told seriously by turning aside : I know what you will say ..that this age is to Study to form a career. This age is not to have these lovey dovey feelings..and we have big huge age gap (she accused stretching her two hands ) . So this love is not correct for us and there should be nothing between us. Is this what you want to tell me right bava ?

Fine ...I agree. When there should be nothing between us means it will imply to all matters related to us right... Then let me learn all things and try to stay independently and move on from you. I am not your luggage or a small baby to keep on worrying about me

Anirudh: BONDITA PLEASE! . WON'T YOU GIVE ONE CHANCE TO EXPLAIN ME WHY I DID THIS .

She kept silent for a while but fuming with anger and disappointment on her face.

He took her silence as acceptance and started telling maintaining little distance from her by bending to her : Bondita ! Unexpected and some tragic situations made me bring you here away from your mother and we are literally hiding here. I have to be Careful in every aspect when it's about you. I have to put myself in each step in your parents position and think about your welfare and long run happiness