మన మధ్య (In Between Us)

45 Awakening the hidden desires, Satish learnt Anirudh truth, Prashant entry

Bondita is hitting Anirudh  with broom stick at one side and other side she is only   crying and shouting on him painfully in between her blows: I hate you , I hate you so much bava  you are so horrible you have  literally become  a villain now

She told the above words painfully with tears  Recollecting in mind what he told earlier to satish  that : Let her also know whom she is loving

She also Recollected his words which he thought he was talking to Deepika in phone that : tell any lies about me if necessary tell that I am a smoker alcoholic and roaming with girls.

That means He is intentionally doing all this to make her hate him .. she know it and   She can sense it because She not only remembers his screams and bitter moments but also their sweet moments and his caring nature . That is why she is more upset on him

He don't want her love . Fine even though this truth is hurting her she didn't say anything because it is his right too whether to love her or not . If he don't love her she is fine .

But instead What is he expecting her with these kind of acts ? he wanted her to hate him to the core at one side   and other side he wanted her to  depend on him,  spend  his money lavishly, build her own life at the cost of his life , his valuable time and personal happiness and one day he is expecting her to   leave him and go with another man . until then he won't settle in life and keep on sacrificing all happiness for her . She don't want to be selfish but he is making her to remain as selfish and only look after her life,  should not care for him .

Already he took a major drastic and illegal step by bringing her here. She is passing the days out of fear and daily praying that nobody who are aware of them  should figure out this and reveal this to her mother or any of their friends relatives from their state and her bava should not get into notice of police . That is only very difficult to handle

Now he took another disastrous step of keeping his life in risk for her. . This is what it is hurting her to the core  .  she felt like he himself went into lion's den and offered himself as prey for her safety. That is what it is hurting her

Why ? Why he is doing all this ?. Only he can do anything and everything for her and she is not supposed to do anything for him . That is what he is proving it to her now. He only gives and she is supposed to take in this relationship.. nothing more than that

She wanted to release him from her responsibility but he is tangling it more by taking  these kind of decisions and today he had broken her to the core

She is venting out all her anger like an enraged volcano on him  with all her strength. Not only angry it's her disappointment and helplessness too. 

Inside  she is feeling like he is making her defeated intentionally. Is it his sadism or love or his ego ? What name should she give ? Definitely not love. He already made it clear.

What is he to her ? Is he her friend  or an enemy or a dictator?  What is there in between them ?

He is looking at her   with a pleasant and satisfactory smile when she is hitting him badly and this is also triggering her more . Neither he is stopping nor he is yelling on her to Stop . After doing all the damage to himself and to her heart,  making her extremely livid on him  Now he became too calm 

 

If he had slapped her or scolded her for her stupid act she would not have felt  this much pain ..but no he know where to hurt her to the most . He is intentionally injuring her heart and her feelings which are very difficult to handle for her .

Anirudh is not reacting when she is hitting him with broom stick but silently enduring it that as if he is implementing his mission.

Satish mind  had become blank  for two minutes for the masterstroke given by Anirudh.  So for few seconds he couldn't register that she is hitting Anirudh with broom stick . But when she started screaming painfully and hitting him   he came  into sense and gasped out loudly and came in between them and tried to take away the broom stick from her hand yelling : Bondita stop it. come into sense. What is this?