HATE •J.JK•

Part 27

Author pov
Sitting in a lonely room while tears escaping from her eyes,her heart feel heavy, she endured the pain very much, it's enough for her suffering, she could never forgive the person who made her cry this miserably, leaning against the bed edge

Yn pov
My childhood wasn't that good nor that bad, I was my appa's princess but my mother never liked me because I am a girl, she wanted a boy, I am the only child of my parents because while giving birth some critical conditions happened that my mother can't become mother again, she gave the blame to me and I know I am the reason of everyone's suffering

I am bad, I am too bad,I cause everyone's pain,I am the reason of everyone's problem

I felt humiliation before the marriage and even after the marriage

The words lingered in my ears, making me cry more
"My whole life get ruined because of this girl"
"I wish she died in my womb only"
"I will never love her"
"She is not my daughter, i don't accept her"
"Go and die yn"
"You are a burden"

The words still fresh in my mind,how can my biological mother can hate me this much,her own child

I cried, I cried my heart out, after listening this word, everyday taunting me and infront of my father loving me

It's my fate that I get everyone like this

After marriage on the first night I get slapped by my husband and on the first day by my father in law and husband

and yesterday the humiliation infront of my friend who is like my brother jimin
Then getting to know about the truth, being taehyung the culprit for all these

Jungkook doesn't trust me,he never did,he never loved him, it was only one-sided, listening to his words my heart felt heavy
It's still fresh in my mind,

"I REGRET MARRYING YOU"
"I REGRET FALLING FOR YOU"
"I REGRET TRUSTING YOU"
"I REGRET GIVING YOU A CHANCE"
"I REGRET GIVING THIS MARRIAGE A CHANCE"
"YOU ARE A S**T"
"YOU ARE A WH**E"
"GET OUT FROM MY LIFE"
"I HATE YOUR UGLY FACE"
"I HATE YOU"
"I HATE WOMEN LIKE YOU"

I never wanted this life,no never, someone take me far away from this hell, please, please god please don't make me suffer anymore,I am tired,I am tired of all this please god,take me, take my soul, make me leave this world please god please I am begging you please god please, I can't live anymore, please god please

He regret marrying me,he regret falling for me,he regret giving this marriage a chance, he hates me,he regret everything

I regret everything, I regret marrying, i regret falling for this man, i regret being alive

By crying and thinking this much my head hurts so much but still I wanna cry so that my hearts feel light, Soon black dark spotted in my eyes and everything went blank

End of yn's pov

Tbc~

This chapter was all about yn's thinking, about her pain and perspectives