Behind the lyrics, 5sos

Good byes

TARA POV

After 2 hours of being stuck in a Ferris wheel, we both finally got down and calum had to leave.

I found my car and went home, to start to pack.

" Tara, I was thinking we could do something together this weekend " says my dad opening up the door.

" nope, I'm busy " I say rushing past

" Then how bout you take some time off school and spend the week with me, " he says following

" Can't, I think I'm leaving this week, I'll have to call cal " I say finding my suitcase

" Leaving " he yells

" Yeah, I'm going on tour with the guys band, we all going to London " I say opening it and grabbing some clothes

" NO" he yells, what the hell

" No what " I ask, turning around

" No your not leaving, going off to London, we all have seen what happens when your with those boys "he says chucking off my suitcase.

" Dad I'm not a kid, I'm going with these guys " I yell

" No, tara your not and that's final, do you want me to call the police because I will " he says hitting me across the face, then storming out.

Tears slowly come down my face, I can't call Calum he was spending time with his family, something that he won't get to do very often, so I call Luke.

" Hey Luke speaking " he says I to the phone

" Hey" I say still crying like mad

" Oh my gosh tara baby what happened " he says

I tell him everything for, the Calum and me to, my dad hitting my across the face

"Aw tara it's okay, you'll find away " he says

" No I don't think I'll be able to come, what am I going to do without you "I cry

" What are we going to do without you " he says softly

" Please come over " i plead

" I can't babe, but I'll send my best men over, I promise they will be there in a mater of seconds " he says

" Okay, they better not be strippers " I say looking out my widow

" Oh, I though that was what cheered up all girl" he says, laughing

" I gave got to go Kats here, I'll call you as soon as I can, love you " he say hanging up.

I lie on my bed, and just stair up and the paint in my walls.

They are all going away, living there dream and I'm going to be stuck here.

" Tara " a loud voice says from outside, getting ho and walking over, I see two of the best faces ever.

" We heard you need to cheering up " says ashton, smiling with a tub of ice creams

" Hurry up, people are staring " says Michael

I find my ladder, ( this happens a lot ) and drop it watching both Boys climb up.p

" So we heard you cal finally got together bout time " laughed ashton sitting on my bed

" yeah, yeah i Brought all the super hero movies I own, which is a lot " he says

" Iron man, is all I need" I smile laying down

In, no time I was at the air port, all the boys family was there and there girlfriends

" I, going to miss you so much " I said to Michael hugging him,

" I'm going to miss you to, who am I going to watch movies with, who am I going to prank people with " he says spinning me round,

" You must, call me everyday " I say kissing his cheek,

" I will " he says

" My turn, " screams ashton pushing him off me,

" Alright, tara you have to come with us " he yells

" I just can't my dad and everything, I can't u don't know what he would do to me, please, don't make this any harder " I say already in tears from when i got here.

" Tara I'm gonna miss you, I've only known you for what, a year but it feels like my whole life, tara your amazing, when ever I come back, we will spend the whole the time " He says

" of coarse ashton " I say smiling,

" tara " yells Luke rushing over

" Luke" I say he pulls me into a hug

" I'll miss you " he says

" I'll miss you more" I say

" Tara, I wish you could come so much you part of this band " He says

" Me too, but at lest you'll have Kat. " I say, her dad brought her, a ticket for each country , rich bitch

" Yeah it's not you," he says

" Alright, that it my turn with tara move over " says Calum, coming over

" Hey cal " I say hugging him,

" I'm gonna miss you the most you know " he says, kissing the top of my head,

" No I'm going to miss you all the most, " I say, nuzzling my head into the crook of his neck,

" And there's no way you can come " he says

" I'm sorry" I say

"Your dads a dick " he says

" I know, promise me you'll call me everyday, and text me whenever you can " I say

" Of cause, everyday even if only for a second but I will" he says, leaning down and kissing me, a full of passion and sorrow.

" Come one it's time to go" says Adam, braking us apart.

We both walk in hands over to the gates.

" You boys better make it big, I wanna see you on the TV, then in the shops, then you better be telling everyone how amazing I am. " I yell to each boy, felling the tears fall down my face.

" of coarse tara " they laugh, I watch then all go though the gate.

" Bye " I whisper,

" Bye " they whisper,

Then they left. And I was alone. All alone again.

I just stood there.

Like that my friends, my bands, my boyfriend, my life was gone.