𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌 ; the boyz ✓

¹³⁵: bermuda line of misery

squid squad

3 members are active

grizz
sigh

jjyu
sigh

lap kitty
sigh

jjyu
i feel horrible (1)

grizz
i feel horrible (2)

lap kitty
i feel horrible (3)

jjyu
seems like we are opening our own therapy sessions now?

grizz
i assume

lap kitty
cant believe all of us ate shit

lap kitty
what happened?

jjyu
eric

grizz
chanhee and changmin

lap kitty
sangyeon

jjyu
damn

grizz
at least we are all in the same boat :')

lap kitty
lets elaborate our issues

lap kitty
ill even start

lap kitty
sangyeon sometimes makes me feel unimportant and worthless

grizz
chanhee and changmin seem to despise each other so much that it affects my happiness but they dont care

jjyu
im getting cheated on

grizz
huh?

jjyu
long story...

grizz
we have time

lap kitty
and i have an idea

grizz
shoot

lap kitty
what if we all write thousands of paragraphs letting our feelings out

jjyu
like under bermuda brothers?

lap kitty
like under bermuda brothers.

lap kitty
ill go first, just wait a few minutes

jjyu
yup

grizz
okay :)

lap kitty
okay so back when i first met sangyeon, i thought he was so fucking hot and attractive, so i joked around and it was a lot of fun teasing him and all. i wanted to get his instagram just because talking to him made me really happy and i had nothing else to do all day. his very distant reaction just made me want to annoy him more so i guess thats what i did.
i have no clue why, but even though i kept on getting these short replies, my interest for sangyeon grew, yet i have no clue what it was exactly that made me go simp mode. i guess he was just so GOD DAMN HOT and i just couldnt redeem myself.

sometimes he also played along when i kept on calling him daddy or anything and the instagram dms... maybe i shouldnt talk about the instagram dms- anyways, him playing along made my lonely ass feel so loved, since no one ever really showed me any sort of affection before, so i guess thats why i got so attached to him? there were those rare moments where sangyeon actually seemed like he cared about me, but like i said, they were rare and only when i could possibly be in danger or anything.

he refused to meet up with me for whatever reason, but since we all decided to meet up, he had no other chance but to accept it. and uhm okay maybe tmi but when we got that dare thing we sat there for like a minute or two in complete silence and then i was taken aback because he decided to make the first move and do the spice with me and it was just such a great feeling because he is the person i am attached to, right?