Forever & Always [COMPLETED]

New Beginnings

It was our last day here in Jamaica and to say I'm disappointed was an understatement. It was so beautiful here, I never wanted to leave. I loved the water bungalow, it was very romantic and peaceful.

After a day of enjoyment and activities, I would back to the bungalow, sit and watch the sunset and gaze at the beautiful ocean ahead of me. This is the peaceful life I wanted to live. The water was breathtaking, especially at night. The water carried the moon and star's reflection, making the the water twinkle a night.

Since it was our last day, I kind of wanted to stay in and enjoy the bungalow before we left but Ronan had other plans. He wanted to have a romantic dinner tonight. I didn't mind though.

Since we've been here, we've been out every single day, enjoying what this beautiful island had to offer. My favorite was going to Mystic Mountain and driving those ATVs. Ronan enjoyed the ATVs as well because he brought us there three times.

Today we were just gonna rest until dinner. My body was a bit sore from all the outdoor activities we did and the amount of sex we were having. I was grateful the two bungalows next to us weren't occupied because we were very loud.

I was now curled up next to Ronan on the bed. We weren't talking or anything, we were just enjoying each other's presence while enjoying the ocean views. He was playing with my hair while lightly caressing my arm.

"Fancy a swim?" I asked him.

"Ocean or pool?" He asked.

"I guess I could try the ocean," I said smiling nervously.

"You don't have to Alora." Ronan says reassuring me. He knew I hated being in large bodies of water.

I'm absolutely terrified of being in large bodies of water. I'd go in a pool of course, but lakes, ocean, seas, and rivers will give me a stroke. First of all, I don't know what's in the water. That shit is scary. I like looking at it, but being in it was a big hell no. Being near it was already terrifying. I wouldn't even dare step foot on the steps that led to the small dock on our bungalow. Something could potentially grab me and drag me down into the water, it sounds ridiculous but I take no chances.

Something in me wanted to try going in the water today, I've been here watching the water everyday and I haven't seen any signs of ocean life, and the fact that the water was crystal clear made me feel a little better about it. I was still terrified though. Ronan has been swimming in the ocean since we first got here, while I stayed in the pool.

Trying to be funny, yesterday Ronan kept swimming under the clear glass that was in front of the bed. It was a small glass area where you could see the water below. I got so freaked out I ran to the front yelling for him. I didn't realize it was him swimming back and forth until I checked the glass again and saw him down there laughing like a hyena. I was absolutely livid, I was so close to running out of the bungalow and running to get help.