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we ended up fighting after 5 minutes of talking to each other. it wasn't going well.
when i got into my apartment i slammed the door still on the phone with corpse
"well sorry that i made you upset but don't you think i'm also a little upset?" he asked
"not saying you aren't corpse. i literally said i'm upset that this is making you upset. i don't want to fucking fight but here we are" i cussed out at him
"did you just cuss?" he seemed taken back
"yeah! i did! that's not even the point. the point is, we have feelings for each other but are struggling to figure out which ones are romantic and which are platonic"
"i'm done fighting me. i know how i feel about you. so do you know how you feel about me?"
"how i feel is that you are pissing me off right now so i'm hanging up before i push you away"
"you can't just run away from your problems" he pointed out
"leave me alone. i will text you before i go to bed. have a good rest of your day"
with that being said i hung up and threw my phone on my bed before groaning.
i sat on my bed with my head in my hands as tears started falling out of my eyes
i stood up and went to my closet and put on some shirt and shorts before going to my kitchen and making coffee
i leaned against my counter as i waited for my coffee. i could hear my phone ringing from the other room but i ignored it
as my coffee finished i put it into a mug with creamer and sugar. i headed back to my room and sat at my desk and decided to stream
i grabbed my phone and looked at the 8 texts from corpse and turned my phone off
corpse astro answer me pls just tell me you are okay astro baby girl pls answer me text me when u can have a good night
i turned on my pc and opened twitch. i got ready to stream and messaged my mods asking them to come around before starting my stream
i immediately started the stream not wanting to wait
"hello chat! i have missed you. how are you?"
i noticed everyone saying they were good which made me smile. my phone dinged which caught me off guard
