"I will ruin you baby," he whispers digging his nails into my hips sending a chill cascading down my spine.
"Then ruin me Jude, ruin me till there's nothing left of me." I spoke softly, "make me feel something, make me feel anything, make me feel al...
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I got in my brand new Tesla and drove into town to see my manager who just flew in from LA, I rarely drove this car anyways so it felt good to be out on the road. I needed to clear my head of a few things, well one thing- Coraline.
I can't believe a stupid kiss was making me feel like this, I was so used to not feeling anything for so long that when I felt her lips on mine it was almost like a fucking awakening.
It was because of her that I knew desire again.
It's a shame she regrets ever meeting me, I was ignorant to assume that maybe she saw what I saw in her in me too, I went too far and she hated me for it. I couldn't blame her because quite frankly I hated myself most of the time too, I never really saw what all these women...and sometimes men saw in me most of the time. When I looked in the mirror I didn't see anything special, I mean I'm not stupid I knew I was conventionally attractive but it was a very empty feeling knowing that was the only reason people ever saw anything in me.
