You left me wondering my worth,
Buried from the dead, there's no rebirth,
Crying in the middle of the night, thinking, I wasn't enough,
Bottling up muffled cries, acting so tough.
I put you first, for me to be left behind,
I chased you twice, you didn't change your mind,
I swallowed everything, just to keep you in my life,
I endured the pain caused by your knife.
God knows how I cried that night,
He knows the days I couldn't see the daylight,
He knows how I hid in my room and hated the sunset,
He knows how I begged him to help me forget.
I lost myself, trying to find you near,
And now, loving is what I fear,
Scared to give my trust,
Because I know, nothing will lasts.
