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Chap . 10 "One step forword and THREE STEPS BACK"

**day 3**

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*Y/n pov*

This first days was really good, i never had a panick attack or other things , but i still use the razor , that Is not a thing i can leave like nothing is happening, cause every time i look at my body i cry , It makes me want to just end It ...but than ...

Than i remember Lizzie...she's the reason i still haven't k*lled myself

I'm now doing breakfast watching cartoons on TV

"Hey Noah, you have to go to school today, you know that ?" Lizzie asked me

" Mh mh" i don't like going to school, cause everyone thinks i'm wierd, and they hurt me ...i don't know if this happend to every kid like me

"Hey, that's fine, you'll be ok, than if something happend ,you tell me ok ?"

"Ok.."

I packed my bag with my homework , books and my lunch , Lizzie made It herself

"Have a good day baby, and call me if anything happend"

"Ok ..bye Lizzie " She kissed my head and i kissed her cheeck , now it's our thing , we always do it

I went to school with my skate, than i went off before entering the school, cause if they saw you on that, they took It off of you

I went to my first class 'math' ugggg i hate math, i can't understand that

I sit on a free chair and took my book and my pencil ,i'll try and understand what the teacher said today

"Hey Noah !" I heard a female voice, she scared me a lot, but i flinched a bit

"Oh sorry , i always forget , how are you btw ? I didn't saw you for a few weeks , what happend ?"

"Ummm....sick..." I don't want to lie to Bella but it's not safe to tell her

"Oh, i'm sorry to heard that but now you're ok, right ?"

I noodded

Class went well, i even undertood !! Well, thanks to Bella,cause she's really good at math

Than we had to do p.e. nooo, i can't , they'll see my body, no! I won't do It , or i'll do It with my hoodie

"Y/n why you're not taking off that hoodie ? You're mabey fat ? Or you just hate yourself so much that you tried to kill yourself? Uh?" My bullies yelled at me

"N-no ..i-im j-just cold ...that's all.." i Need to be strong

"Wow, you can talk ! So your not deef !" And than everyone started laughing

Orrible, this feeling Is orrible, everyone Is against you, and you can't do anything to stop them

Only Bella wasn't laughing, she has this look, she's angry ?!

"What the hell Tom !! " Bella yelled , i flinched and hide my hears

"Aww, look at what you've done ! The litlle puppy is scared !" Than Bella turned around and she saw me

"Shit, sorry Noah, sorry... I didn't mean to scare you "

"T-that's ok..."

We did p.e. and the teacher didn't told me anything , so, that's good

Than after other 3h we finished , yay, now i'm almost running to go in Lizzie's car, but my bullies stopped me and took me in a room

"What were you thinking? Uh? Go away ? Tks tks tks , good girls don't do that , only brat do that, are you a brat ?"

I shook my head as they pinned me to the Wall, with my wrist trapped on top of my head with Robert's hands, they're strong , so it's going to leave a mark

"N-no p-please p-pleaseee" One of them slapped me

"Shut up bitch !" They started touching me ,but i maneged to get out of theyr grip

"Wow, the brat have some streght , let's see how you cope with this "
They smirked and started kicking me all over my body

I saw blood slipping down all of my face

Than they left me there like nothing happend

I stood up and slowly get out , fortunally only now the bell rang, so i'm not that late after all , but i'm covered of blood

I slowly made my way to Lizzie's car

*Lizzie pov*
I saw Noah coming in my direction, than i saw he's covered of blood all over his face, i went out of the car and i runned to him, cupping his face

"What happend baby ?" I asked worried

"...n-nothing ...."

"That's not possibile , what happend ?"

"T-they ...tried again..."

Oh god, they tried to r*pe him !! Wtf!!

"Ok,ok, don't worry, i'm here, you'll be ok, come with me , i'll take care of you "

I bring him home , he was more silent than ever

I cleaned his face, i put on some disinfectant and some band aid

"Ok, now all clean, Is your body ok ?"

He noodded

"Ok, let's go eat something, tomorrow you're coming to work with me , no more school, that school is awfull, they don't have respect "

We ate chicken nugget ,and Noah only eat two ad them ,that's all, but i can't blame him, i would be shocked too

Than we went to bed , he changed in another PJ, so cute

"Hey, you look cute in that ,come here little teddy bear , i want to hug you"

He happyli came to me , he hugged me really thight

Today was really hard for him , i hope he gets better soon