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Chap.38 " a day at the beach "

*Lizzie pov*

Noah did some progress, everyday we're trying to help him remember more things while talking, he still can't open up, i catch him looking at the floor a lot of time, and all the time he said that he couldn't do anything, Arthur broke him, but i want to help my baby to find again his pieces , he's not a thing to fix, he's a kid, he's my baby and i want him to feel better for himself !!

I woke up feeling something on my chest, it could be Scarlett, we sleep together so it can be ! But..the hair are shorter

I slowly opened my eyes knowing exactly who it was....Noah

He was cuddling me, sleeping almost on me , his hair are messy but really fluffy, his breath is warm and calm, his hands are wrapped securely around me scared of losing me while sleeping

I started to cuddle his hair,giving him a few kisses on his head, than his forehead, his nose, and his cheeck

I slowly bringed him more close to me, wanting to feel him more, i want to feel my baby close i missed him soo much, i spent horrible nights, crying till falling asleep

But now he's here, and i want to make him feel home again

He slowly started to wake up

He gripped his hand on my shirt, snuggling more into my chest

"Hmmm... m-mommy?" He said with a little voice that makes my heart melt

"Yeah baby?"

....

"Tell me baby, mommy's here " i started talking Russian cause in the morning he still can't understand good so i give him the time

"Mommy...your body is warm..i like it, it's comfy,c-can we stay like this ? P-please?"

"Aww, of course baby! It's ok, I'm glad you like it, we can stay in bed as much as you want, but know that today we have to go somewhere special "

He looked at me with a questioning look on his face ,he's really cute !

"I can't tell you, it's a surprise, now rest baby"

He than layed his head on my chest

We stayed like that for a while than i had to get up and do breakfast and start cooking for today, we're going at the beach !!! I know that it can be a really hard time but we all support Noah and we will do our best to make him feel comfortable!!

I bought the tape so he can use that, i know he will wear a shirt cause the scars are not healing but the tape always help him to feel better

"Baby, i need to get up, i have to get ready and take everything for today "

"Hmmm...nooo,mommy...stay" he said with a super little cute tired voice

"Baby, I'm soo sorry i have ti get up.."

"Noo... p-please " his eyes are now watering , he keeps holding me tight not wanting to let go

"Ok, I'll get up and you come with me, how does it sound ? You want to stay in mommy's arms ?"

"Mhh mhh, yayyy "

I got up and Noah sat in the bed waiting for me to pick him up

I took him in my arms and he snuggle in my arms, he wrapped his legs around my wait and his arms around my neck

"Ready?" I asked him

He just nodded, probably falling asleep again

<<I'm back again !! You won't get rid of me or thus story ahah it will go on and i will keep updating, but i need to take my times , i hope you enjoy this, have a good day !>>