Chap 35 "the Nightmare"

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*Y/n pov*

I opened my eyes and i saw nothing ... What??

I started to panick more

Oh god, no, no!!

I'm still there ?

I started crying more

Than i heard a voice

What ? I can't hear that !

Than i saw a strong light

*Lizzie pov*

I was sleeping till i heard Noah mooving in his sleep

Oh god, a nightmare

" Noah, baby, baby, wake up, i'm here , it's Just a nightmare"

After some time he woke up crying

I tried to touch him but he flinched away from me

"Hey, it's ok, i'm your mama, everything Is going to be ok, i'm here "

He let me hold him , still crying

I caressed his back , holding him in my arms

"Shhhhh, it's ok, baby,i'm here " i kissed his head

Than he fell asleep cuddled with me

I stayed for long time like this, i don't want him to be scared when he'll woke up

*Next morning*

I feel Noah starting to wake up, so i just stay there hugging him

He looked at me and than flinched away from me

"Hey, it's ok baby, it's me ,your mama, we slept here , togheter, you were hugging me , remember?"

He noodded and and looked at his hands

*Y/n pov*

That's nightmare...It wasn't a normal one...It was orrible

They were all yelling at me ... Hitting me , punching me, and i felt like dying

But she was there ..She was just smiling at me and i felt good..

But..how do you say to someone that you feel at home with them ?

I don't even know how to talk anymore

It's now time for lunch , i'm with Sand in the livingroom

"Hey Noah,you want to play with me ? I have this game on my phone, we can play togethere "

Jake Is really nice with me, but he doesn't know what's under my shirt

He will hate me

I already do

I shook my head softly and kept caressing Sand

"Oh, ok, i will ask to Scarlett"

Mom... Scarlett was mom? And Lizzie mama

I remember now ..but how do i say to them that i know ?

"Kids!! Lunch is ready!" Scar yelled and i flinched throwing Sand on the floor, he scratched my arm and went away

And i saw blood

No no no

I started crying

*Lizzie pov*

I saw Noah panick after Sand jumped away

And i saw his arm with blood

"Omg! Noah, come here "

He doesn't turn around , right! Russian

"Noah, it's ok, baby, look at me ,it's ok, it's just a scratch, come with me , i have to put something in that cut"

He followed me , really scared

He sit on the sink and waited for me

"Ok, this Is going to hurt a bit, but it's ok ,just look at me "

I rolled up his sleeve and i saw them...

Omg

"Baby? Did you do all this?"

He shook his head and started crying

"Hey,it's ok, it's ok! I'm helping you, mama Is here "

I cleaned his cut and took some bendages and more disinfectant

"Baby, can you took off you shirt ? I need to cleen your arms"

"...n-no... p-please.."

"Hey, it's ok, i just want to help you,ok?"

He started taking off his shirt and my eyes whiden , wtf??!!!!

Ok, i need to kill that Monster !!!

"...i....s-sorry..."

"It's ok, don't worry, mama Is here to help you "

I cleaned all of that horror , It was orrible to see him like this ..my baby

Than i gaved him a new hoodie, one of mine, even if It was a bit too big for his skinny body

"Baby, tell me this,ok?"

He noodded

"Does Arthur did all of this?"

"Mh mh.."

"Omg...did he feeds you? Like, gaved you food?"

He shook his head

"For how long?"

He put up four fingers , than one in the other hand

"What does It mean baby"

"...four no....one yes..."

Omfg!!!! What??? So he stayed one month without food and than only one week eating?!! How am i supposed to stay calm!!

"It's ok baby, i will help you, let's try to eat something together,ok?"

"...mh mh...mama"

"Yes baby?"

"....i... remember mama..."

"You do? Omg, yes baby, i'm so proud of you, can i hug you baby?"

He noodded, and i immediatly hugged him , and i kissed his head

He hugged me back and when we were pulling off he kissed my nose

"Like you used to do baby, ahah, i'm so happy to have you here "

"...me too mama.i....love you..."

"I love you too my baby"


<< Sorry if i made you wait but this weeks were orrible, and i didn't felt like updating, so yeah, but today i had this free time so i can post, maybe on easter vacation i will post more >>

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