SIX MONTHS LATER . . .
JUDE WAS GETTING ANNOYED AS THE minutes of the day flew by. He had just gotten home from practice and he was already in an even more annoyed mood than he was before he left the house.
Things had been going... Awry. He couldn't seem to focus and between getting knocked out of the Champions League and having loads of back to back matches, Jude found himself having less time for something that should be important to him ─── Kamaia.
His relationship with Kamaia was one of the things that were constantly on his mind. It was been six months with her and all he really wanted was a stable relationship where he could understand why he felt the way he did. But lately the answer to his question was getting clearer and clearer: Jude didn't know how to love.
It wasn't his fault, he just had a completely different idea to what love would be like once in a relationship. His expectations let him down partially because they were set extremely high, and particularly because he couldn't commit to them.
He knew it wasn't fair on the person he called his girlfriend, and he knew he had to do something about it.
Kamaia on the other hand, was as content as she could be. She wasn't too fussed about the distance, her and Jude made it work. Only, she didn't know it bothered him so much.
The two were at completely opposite ends, and it was bound to end in disaster.
jude 🤍
jude 🤍
hey
maia 🤍
is everything okay? i swear
it's like 4am over there 😭
jude 🤍
it is yeah
jude 🤍
i just need to tell you something
maia 🤍
okay?
jude 🤍
before i say it i just
want you to know that
its not you, it's more of a me
thing
maia 🤍
jude.
jude 🤍
look i've tried to make this work
i really have
jude 🤍
i just can't help but feel. not
that content anymore.
maia 🤍
just to clarify
maia 🤍
about our relationship?
jude 🤍
yeah
maia 🤍
okay then that is on you
bc YOU asked me to me your
girlfriend, not the other way around
lol
jude 🤍
before you get mad i know
this is so shit doing it over text
but i can't keep dragging you on
anymore
jude 🤍
i just think i need to focus on myself
before i start putting effort into
a relationship
maia 🤍
you're mad confusing lmao
maia 🤍
okay whatever
maia 🤍
you do you ig
jude 🤍
i'll always love you, maybe we can
try in the future or something
MESSAGE NOT SENT
─── notes.
no way you saw the book
title and said yeahhh happy ending
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
anyways that's it for BMH 😓😓
thank you for joining this journey
i love reading your comments
and laughing at the little people
in my phone fr!
sequel out soon ☺️
