What's It Like?

Deeply in Liking With You

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I did want to take things slow with Carter, I really did but damn it resisting him was so hard. I couldn't stop kissing him and I didn't stop him from going on top of me and lifting up my shirt slowly. His touch made shivers run through my entire body I couldn't it was addicting I couldn't say no. 

It was if he had read my mind. He stopped lifting my shirt up and began to just kiss me gently and slowly and soon he pulled away pecked my lips and got off of me and laid down next to me. Please, please, please don't let this turn awkward. 

Yeah it was awkward.

I got up from his bed and went to go get my jacket; I had to get out of there as soon as possible. I had thought that him telling me he liked me things would change between us, in a good way but obviously it wasn't changing.

"What are you doing?" He asked getting up from the bed as well. Was he really going to act this way as if we hadn't been making out five minutes ago?

"Leaving." I said flatly.

Before I was able to open the door and leave he quickly ran over to me and pulled me into him from the waist. "Why are you acting like that" he whispered into my ear. I couldn't help but shiver as his breath hit me, how could he be acting like this, I did not want to be that kind of girl, not with him at least.

"Carter just stop and let me go I don't want to do this, not like this." He turned me around to face him and I couldn't stand the way he was looking at me, I was about ready to melt in his arms right now.

"Do what like how? I'm sorry I kissed you I thought you wanted it too or else you wouldn't have leaned in or kissed me back. But I'm sorry I wouldn't have done that if it made you uncomfortable." He had to be kidding me; he seriously had to be fucking kidding me.

"Just let it go" I said trying to pull away from him. But he only pulled me closer to him.

"Tell me what's wrong Nia! You can't keep doing this! You can't be all fine one minute then freak out on me a minute later! Just tell me what's wrong!" He looked at me with pleading eyes and I couldn't stop trying to avoid it.

"What's wrong? You're really asking me that! Carter you just told me you liked me and I have no problem with that in fact I like you too! But I don't want too! I don't want to be your little toy you can't just want me as a fuck buddy and expect to kiss me whenever the hell you want because I won't accept it! Screw you Carter." I was breathing heavy by now. I was furious I couldn't stand him right now but I couldn't help but to enjoy to have him this close even though it was like this.

He began to laugh, he laughed like I 

Hadn’t just screamed my lungs off at him. He looked at me, he didn't say a word he just looked at me and instead of it completely pissing me off I cooled down. I forgot how desperately wanted to get away from him but wanted to be next to him all at the same time. Now I just wanted things to stay like this.

After another minute he let go of me, he kept his gaze on me but he no longer held me prisoner in his grip, I stayed out of my own free will.

He brought his hand up to my face and moved a strand of hair that was on my face "I could never just use you as my 'fuck buddy' I could never just kiss you unless you permitted it, I could never hurt you. I do in fact like you, I do like that you like me too, I do like to kiss you, and I would like to do more things with you other than just kiss but I would never do it if you didn't want it as well. I hate that you don't want to like me even though I love the fact that I like you." His hand went down my neck to my shoulders down my arms finally settling on holding my hand,