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Y/n
I've been dating Chris for about five months, he had one girlfriend before me. They were together for a year and a half! So I honestly feel like I have this relationship I'm supposed to live up too
I was sitting in Chris's room, he went upstairs to grab a drink, and it suddenly hit me that like, another girls been in this bed, he's kissed another girl, he's done the stuff we did with another girl.....
I was completely zoned out for awhile I didn't even notice Chris come into the room
"Yo" he said waving his hand in front of my face
I snapped out of it, I shook my head blinking a couple times
"What are you thinking about" he said taking a sip of his Pepsi
"Her" I said sighing
"Her?" He questioned
"Your ex" i said under my breath as I hugged my knees to my chest
"Oh" he said slowly
"Yeah" I said "I know I sound crazy, but like, I stumbled across her Instagram yesterday, she's like really fucking pretty" I noted
"Yeah well you're pretty" he smiled pressing a kiss to my lips
"Yeah but you were in love with her" I said pulling away
He sighed "y/n"
"I can't help it" I exclaimed moving to sit on the edge of the bed "she's fucking beautiful and she goes to partys" i stated standing up "shes- shes- she's just fucking everything I'm not" I said I started walking around his room
"I can't believe you're talking about her right now" he sighed "who cares, she's gone"
"I know I sound crazy" I chuckled "but every time you say my name i think you mistake me for her"
"Impossible" he said "you're everything she's not, in the best way possible" he said reassuringly sitting on the end of his bed watching me walk around the room
"And I know, you've both moved on, you guys don't talk" I said running my hands through my hair "but I can't help it" I sighed "I'm obsessed with your ex! I know she's been asleep on my side of your bed, I know she's hung out with you guys, I know she's met your mom and dad!" I said frantically
"Y/n, y/n, y/n" he said "stop!"
"Is she friends with your friends?" I asked "is she good in bed? Oh fuck I bet she fucking is" I chuckled to myself
"Y/n" Chris said but I ignored him
"Do you think about her" i said looking at him
"Are you ok" he asked concerned "what's going on"
"No I'm fine! It dosent matter" i said "is she easy going?" I kept going asking questions
"Y/n!" He shouted
I sighed as I stopped talking
"Can you fucking stop" he said over it "who cares about her"
"Me" I said holding back tears "I'm not gonna fucking live up to her!" I said annoyed with myself "you fucking belong with a girl like her"
"No" he laughed "I belong with you thank you very much" he said holding my hands and pulling me towards him "stop thinking you're not good enough" he said kissing my hand "you're perfect"
"No" I said "shes perf-" he cut me off by pulling me into his lap and kissing me
