TW Eating disorders
Takes place in present day and L.A btw
Chris pov
"You got here just in time" I said as I opened the door to see y/n "Matt and Nick just came home with the food"
She shook her head letting out a small chuckle as she came inside "lucky me" she said pulling my down for a small kiss "I already ate tho" she said pulling away
"Well it's there if you want some" I suggested
"Thank you" she smiled "i think i ate enough today as is" she added
"Really and what-" I started saying
"MATT THAT WAS MINE" Nick shouted
"Let's go before they eat all your food" she laughed grabbing my hand and running up the stairs
"Nick." Matt said seriously "it's not the end of the world"
"It was in my plate!" Nick said annoyed
"Matt why are getting nick mad" y/n laughed as we sat down at the table
"Thank you y/n" nick said "yes Matt. What possessed you to piss off sir Nicholas!"
"Sir Nicholas is crazy" I laughed as I started eating
"It's not that deep" Matt said
"It's not that deep" nick mimicked
Y/n leaned back in her chair crossing her arms over her stomach, I glanced at her as she was talking with Matt and Nick, she looked like she was getting sick
...
"Nope I get to pick" nick said sitting down on the couch
"Then I'm going to my room" Matt said "goodnight everyone"
"Bye Matt" y/n and nick both chuckled
"So what are we watching" I asked as I laid down on the couch and pulled y/n down with me
"I was thinking something heartfelt" Nick said sarcastically scrolling through movies "how about...." He kept talking but I stopped listening
I was looking at y/n laying on top of me, I had my arms wrapped around her, she felt cold "are you cold" I asked
"No" she shook her head "I'm ok" she smiled
I gave her a small smile
I wasn't trying to be a snoop but I couldn't help it when I saw her open her notes app the title caught my eye. Calories. Then the words below it caught my eye. The number kept getting smaller and smaller as she scrolled down to log a new day.
Then she opened up her photos, she was going through more recent photos of herself, zooming in on specific parts of her body and staring at it then shaking her head and going to another one. After she's done it four times id finally had enough of watching her judge herself so harshly
"Hey" I said quietly as nick had put on a movie
She shut her phone off and looked up at me
