Yandere! Genya x Muichiro

chapter 9

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EIGHT FUCKING MONTHS I AM SO SORRY, YOU GUYS PROBABLY DON'T EVEN WANT THIS ANYMORE BUT HI, HELLO-

Here's the preview, my writing style is like.. A lot... Thicker? I describe it like that I guess- my old writing was short, plain, shitty... So yeah, I hope this preview is what you guys wanted and I am SO sorry for the wait

MuI pov

I silently sat there as genya ran his hands through my hair… every pass through was.. Odd… it almost didn't feel real… I couldn't believe I was here… Stuck… stuck in a place where there was no escape but to.. I guess.. Love him… . 

He's a handsome guy.. But.. The way it feels like I'd have to force it… I don't like… I don't like the idea of having to force myself to like someone.. 

He's.. Kinda intimidating too… . 

“Mui… ?” He asked, pulling me closer using my waist, I slightly turned over to him… giving him a worried look as he smiled at my face… 

“You're so pretty… .” “Ah.. Thank you…” I gently said… 

Everything felt so… surreal… . 

What's going on outside… ? 

Would my friends even realise I'm gone…? Tanjiro? Kanao… ? Aoi? Zenitsu and inosuke? By now there must be some missing person reports about me… right? Or has no one noticed I've been gone for a what… ? Not too long but still… 

What about Yui..? I was meant to see him… what if he's stressed about me… ? Aughh… I can't bare to even think of that… I don't want him stressed… I don't want to stress anyone… 

While my thoughts raced and dashed.. Unable to be controlled.. It was just pure panic and overthinking.. The fingers through my hair started again.. As well as someone rubbing my back… ? Is.. Is that him… ? 

Dumbass.. Who else would it be? Exactly.. No one… 

“You seem tense.. Calm down, do you need to rest, possibly?” He asked in a gentle voice, laying me down.. Every time I tried to get up.. He'd push me back down and tell me I needed to sleep.. Making me a bit worried.. 

I just kinda sat there as he continued… he tried asking me what was wrong.. But.. I didn't want to tell him… this man is absolutely crazy… . He'd kill anyone and everyone I have ever talked to if I even said they looked at me in a certain way… I'm only fine with him knowing people who hurt me… . 

Speaking of which… I feel… really odd… 

Something feels super wrong… I heard something last night.. Almost like a yell.. It kinda sounded like my stepfather… I have no clue why.. Hah- I know it wasn't him, I know damn well it wasn't… so.. Why do I feel like it is… ? 

It's really… Really weird… I don't get why it felt so off… Surely.. Surely nothing happened though… Right… ? 

Even so.. If something did happen.. How would I even feel…? Would I be happy…? He put me through so much but I guess I'd still feel a sense of guilt… why wouldn't I… ? But also… Why would I…? 

“I… uh.. Genya… ?” “Yes, my love?” He immediately replied.. Making me feel uneasy… he's already using pet names… 

I don't even know if I love or hate it.. I always wanted a nickname from someone.. Or to be called love.. Or.. Whatever couples call each other.. I have no clue, nobody ever actually liked me.. I was the weird kid who needed a haircut and had an abusive dad.. And a brother who lives in another family.. The ‘lucky’ brother… 

Although I'm scared of this guy… I really… really aam.. I don't know.. It's just… 

He's scary… he's intimidating.. He's a goddamn… . Whatever the word is for someone that would kidnap and kill for their lover.. I saw it in some video game about anime girls wanting their senpai.. It starts with the letter ‘Y’ or whatever… 

But that's exactly what he is… 

Yet… I can't help but want to love him.. I've never been loved… most love I felt.. Relationship wise… Is…. right now.. He's sitting here and cuddling someone like me… what am I supposed to do… ? He wants to love me… ? Why? 

But why don't I want to leave… I want to love him too… . 

I don't know how these things work though… I'll use my heart first as long as I feel like maybe someone would ever love me… that's why… . Because all I ever wanted was love from someone.. Anyone.. And I guess I'm getting it right now..?