she can't move on
even she knows she had to
but she just can't.
can't force herself
she's currently mentally unstable.
she's waiting for him to comeback even surround her was full of guys.
she doesn't want others to but him
little did he knows how exactly she feels that time?
heartbroken, disappointed, hurt and more,
that can't even she puts into words.
he knows how she did feel after what he did to her but he pretending not to care about it,
he pretending they had nothing before.
why?
because for him, this is for fun.
like a game to him.
if he wanted to, he would.
he would go for any effort to keep it alive for her.
atleast one reason is enough.
but no.
he never wanted this, he never would.
that's why he leaved.
since he leaves, she feels like all this time was actually her fault
she was the reason behind this
"maybe that's why he leaved me"
action speak louder, R.
what are we?
the words speak out loud to me
she still remember those words and even save it.
might he thinks there's no something in them?
she feel butterflies grow inside her, R.
don't he feel the same?
other boys can't do this to her
but he did.
he make her fell so hard on her
yet he have no idea about it since he leaved without her to explain first.
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