Chapter 16- Haywire

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Kendall pulled back. I stood shocked. I felt my cheeks get warm. Kendall smiled. "U-uh" I said nervously. How can this happen? I don't want it to, but at the same time it was nice...

"I didn't know you felt that way." I said while looking down, so Kendall didn't see how red my face was. Kendall laughed nervously. "Uh, yeah, I kinda felt that way for a long time." He said. Is this someway for him to win the girls over? This can't happen in such short period of time, but this is rather nice. I could have something romantic for a change.

I smiled, and played along anyways. " "Oh really? Since when?" I asked. Kendall smiled back. "Well..." He trailed off, nervously.

"Well?" I asked. "Since that day we had that argument." He said. I remember that day, but why then? That doesn't make any sense...

"Uh, I gotta get going now." I said. "Do you want me to walk you home?" Kendall asked. No, no more awkwardness from me than there already is.

"Uh, no thanks." I said. I wanted to be alone, to think about this. Wow, he's pretty much always felt this way, or has he? He could be trying to get me to fall for his cute, but unreliable charms.

I kinda liked the kiss. It felt nice for a change, but can I trust my feelings? I don't know! My mind has gone whack. Mary you in there anymore?

He's the bad boy, I'm the nerd. I can't fall for him. He'll snap my heart in half and I don't want that to happen. It's happen enough as it is in my life.

I fiddled with my brown hair. "Ugh!"

Why? Why does he like me? I don't really want to do this...it's so difficult.

I just need a good nights rest, maybe I can forget about it. I walked in my house after minutes of walking on my road. I went to my room and fell into my bed. Slowly, I drifted off to sleep, wanting to forget about today.

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I was sitting in my classroom. Kendall was on the other side of it. I smiled and waved at him. But he gave me a blank stare. I asked him what's wrong and he said he didn't know.

I walked over to him and he suddenly hugged me. Then gave me a kiss...on the lips.

I woke up looking around. I breathed heavily. I thought getting some sleep would help...but it didn't. Why won't my mind just let me forget about it? My stomach flip flops as I think about the kiss once more. I groan and get out of my bed.

I went to my bathroom and splashed my face with water. I looked at my self and studied my features. What does he see in a girl like me? I'm rude, obnoxious, nerdy. Just the cliche good girl. He could have a bimbo to follow him around to his command and every wish. A girl who actually might have more experience than a awkward girl like me. Dang, Kendall has my mind haywire.

I trudged back to my room and flopped down on the bed. It was 7 o clock in the morning. Its been a long weekend, I just want everything to go away.

I sunk into my bed comfully and drifted back to my peaceful sleep.

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