short termed : jimin & yoongi

18.

９／３／１９
sunday.

yoongi was in bliss that night.
he thought that maybe if he stayed
with jimin long enough maybe
he'd be able to regain the ability
to memorise things. and then maybe
finally live a normal life...

he checks the
time on his phone and accidentally
read the date.

"the ninth of march"

and then he remembers the man who
had molested jimin, their very first
argument and what happened on this
exact night ten years ago.

"he deserves better..."

yoongi thinks. he quickly walks his
way home and after locking the door
to the house he runs upstairs and grabs
the diary, then runs back downstairs
to the servant's room where his butler stayed.

"doowon?"

"yes, sir?"

"i'd like you to keep this for me"

"a diary, sir?"

"yes, do not give it to me unless
i would really want to read it"

"as you wish, sir"

"thank you. i'll be off to
bed now"

"would you like me to tuck you
in, sir?"

"no it's fine doowon.
thank you"

yoongi didn't think he'd regret it,
but he did; but it was also for the best.
jinin needed someone as clean as
himself. yoongi thought of himself as
'too tainted to be cleansed'.

he cried himself to sleep that night.