Chapter 6

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8 hours later
Finally Jihyo came out of the operation room with a stern and exhausted look,

She was rushing to the admin office when I stopped her
"Jihyo is he.....ali....alive" I said wearily yet consciously petrified

I asked her as I slowly drifted to the floor, clutching onto her blood-filled operation robes

Jihyo stayed quiet, making whining noises as if she had forgotten how to answer a question

"JIHYO ANSWER ME" I said infuriated with her delay

"Well Jeongyeon it's complicated because....."

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Dr.Jihyo POV
"It's complicated because... we don't know... he might have lost his memory, permanent internal damage, his ability to do simple bodily functions like walking , but all we do know is that he is in a coma for a unknown period of time. My deepest condolences Ms.Yoo"

Jeongyeon POV
No no no no no
This can't be happening right now.
I must be the absolute lowest scum on the earth
All because I ran away from him for loving someone else
And now he might be dead...

I don't want to lose him...
Not now
Not ever...

"When can I see him?"

DRJ: "Right now actually. Once they set him up in a room"

20 minutes later
I walked into Y/N oppa's room and the sight in front of me was unbearable that I almost wanted to kill myself.

He was in an absolute terrible state
His arms and legs were in casts
As well as an absurd amount of monitors and needles around him keeping him from flatlining.

I swear whoever ran my oppa over, I will make sure they will pay with blood

I walked over to the side of his bed and sat in a chair, admiring and being grateful that my love was still alive...

I lifted my hand to caress his face when suddenly...

*BANG*

Mina ran into room at full speed, with a worried look on her face as if she had just seen a ghost.
Her face was pale and white as Dahyun unnie

She runs to Y/N in a speed that no one has seen the penguin run at

She holds his face, worried and uninformed of his condition by the doctor

"OPPA!!! ARE YOU OK? THIS WOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPENED IF I HAD JUST TAKEN CARE OF YOU!!! WHY DO BAD THINGS ALWAYS AND ONLY HAPPEN TO GOO PEOPLE!" she starts to sob messily, flooding her dress with tears

After sobbing for a few minutes, she turned to me, who was still in a state of depression for Y/N but also in uncomfortable shock and anger

"YOU! THIS WOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPENED IN THE FIRST PLACE! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH HES BEEN SUFFERING BECAUSE OF YOU! THE REASON I NOT ONLY FUCKED HIM WAS NOT JUST MY BURNING LOVE FOR HIM BUT ALSO MY WORRY! HE HAS BEEN STARVING HIMSELF BECAUSE OF HIS REGRET ABOUT YOU THAT EVEN THE AOUTHOR HAS NOT TOLD U ABOUT! (I did? -Authornim) AND THIS IS HOW U PAY HIM BACK!
WHAT KIND OF WOMAN ARE YOU!"

She takes her hand and slaps me...

Hard...
Her slap was powerful enough to make me fall onto the floor and leave a giant mark that started bleeding

Mina decided that she had enough and steamed out of the room while I was on the floor crying, taking in all the things Mina told me about Y/N,

About how much he loved me but couldn't show it

I started crying,

I crawled to Y/N's side and held his hand tightly, while kneeling and with my face down...

I crawled to Y/N's side and held his hand tightly, while kneeling and with my face down

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A/n
Somewhat like this

"I'm so sorry oppa... for everything I've done... to hurt you...
I guess there's not very options to make it up to you...

I held his hand even tighter

"If u can hear me oppa, please please please know this... I love you and I love no one else, I want to be with you forever, but that might not happen because the doctor said u might die and I don't want that"

I kissed him gently on the lips...

"Please come back home...
With me where we can start anew"

He didn't react

I cried again holding his warm hands, beginning to lose hope

Was this it for me? Will I never be able to find or feel love again?

I slowly lowered my head to muffle my cries of help and pain on his chest as the silent room only made the distance between me and Y/N worse...

The only sound in the room was his heart monitor which was... slowly getting weaker?

I stood up quickly and pressed the emergency help button on the wall,
In a few seconds Dr.Jihyo rushes in and quickly takes y/n bed to the operation room...

I cried like a lost child without their mother...confused and unable to do anything as oppa was being taken out of the room

That may have been the last time I would be able to see Y/N alive....

A/N
This was a terrible attempt at me making things sad oh well
I'm Sorry

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