My Heart Aches Because of You (Jeongyeon X reader)

Chapter 9

Sorry this is short

I took a deep breath and slowly told her that I never wanted to see her again...

Seeing those 3 bubbles of Jeongyeon typing something were the first time I was scared for something I normally took for granted...

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When I told her that night that I never wanted to see her again, I knew that both of us started to tear up but it was for the best of us

I drove over to their dorm and went into their dorm

Luckily, no one was there

I went to Jeongyeon's room and grabbed a bag before eventually stuffing all of my belongings into the bag, feeling pain with each belonging, enticing the memories that we made,

All the drama...

Heartbreaks...

All to be crushed by the reporters nosy paparazzi

"Oppa...??!?!!"

I slowly closed my eyes, taking a deep sigh

And I continued packing up my stuff

"OPPA WHY DO YOU WANT TO LEAVE ME?!? AGAIN! I THOUGHT WE LOVED EACH OTHER! BUT NOW THAT YOURE LEAVING ME AGAIN WERE THOSE WORDS YOU SAID TOO ME FAKE?!?" She starts crying

"I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH OPPA
IF YOU LEAVE NOW I WONT BE ABLE TO BREATHE LIVE OR EVEN FUNCTION LIKE MY NORMAL SELF!!!
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING AND MY WORLD!!!"

I didn't listen to her as I finished packing up

She grabs the bottom of my shirt as I walk out of the room

"WHY!!!" She says as she yells and cries out her pleas

"Baby... this is *tears begin to roll down your cheeks* for the best. If you wanna know why look online and ask JYP
I'm sorry it has to be this way but I think this is the best way to protect you and you're members.

Goodbye"

I force her hands off of my shirt and I walk out of the dorm building as quickly as I possibly could

I was bombarded by sudden flashes of the netizens cameras as I walk out of the building
Asking me what really is my true relationship with Jeongyeon

I said "No comment" and I hopped into my Ferrari before driving off, crying at the wheel

"I'm sorry Jeongyeon, my heart aches because of you

But it aches too much and now this has happened.

Why do good things happen to good people?!!!" I yell out in anger as I lost someone whom I fought so hard for yet was taken away by way of tongue so easily...

I went home and opened my door...

I went home and immediately went into the kitchen,

I wrote down a note of apology and what I felt about my life as well as a note of love to Jeongyeon and placed it on the kitchen counter...

I went to my room and opened my closet "where is it?"

I looked for maybe a good 20 minutes...

"Ah here we go finally found IT. My way out of here. My freedom"

What do you think y/n was looking for?
I'm sorry if this sounds like I'm ending the book
Cuz I might