My Heart Aches Because of You (Jeongyeon X reader)

Chapter 10

"Ah here we go finally found IT. My way out of here. My freedom"
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I grabbed the piece of rope and tied it into a noose,

I grabbed a chair and as I returned to my room

I noticed pieces of paper were being thrown in from my open window

I looked out to see ONCEs outside my home, staging a protest to their beloved Jeongyeon

How did they even find my address this quickly?

Does it matter anymore? I won't have to deal with it any longer

I began to cry,
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If only I had not met Jeongyeon at that restaurant that night

If only I did not fall for her beauty that moment

And if only I had not been such an idiot to believe in such lies that love came from the heart and not from the heart...

BULLSHIT

Love is something you have to think thru
Not just aimlessly hope that destiny will guide you thru
You had to do things yourself...
With your own logic, not some fake spirit

Anyways, at least I'll be able to give myself one final birthday gift

*lets just say that YN's bday is today*

"생일 축하합니다! (saengil chukahamnida)
생일 축하합니다
사랑하는 (insert name) 씨
생일 축하합니다
saengil chukahamnida
saengil chukahamnida
saranghaneun (insert name) ssi
saengil chukahamnida

*you know the rest of the song...*

As I stood on the chair and put my head thru the noose, I ended saying

"Sarangahae Ynssi.....
Saengil chukahamnida...."

As I said the final line of the birthday chorus...

I let my hands go and jump off the chair, legs dangling

The life... slowly being sucked out of me...

Weird... normally committing suicide was more painful than I thought
But it feels... serene and peaceful?

My eyes began to close but before they could close completely,

I heard "OPPPPPPPPAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!???!???!!!"

And the noose was cut in half, dropping my fragile and weak body from its warm embrace of salvation

10 minutes earlier
Jeongyeon POV

NO NO NO NO NO THIS CANT BE HAPPENING
IT WAS JSUT A MISUNDERSTANDING
YN IS TOO PRECIOUS
HE BROKE UP WITH ME BECAUSE OF THAT
I LOVE HIM OH SO MUCH THAT I MEAN NOTHING WITHOUT HIM

I began to tear up
I begged JYP for his address and he gave it to me

I quickly drove over to YN house despite getting into multiple possible accidents

Once I arrived, the view in front of me was morbid and heartdropping

I saw ONCES harassing YN home with litter or is that... sasaeng letters?

I ran in hoping to reconcile with YN and our ONCES,
I walked thru his house hearing someone singing and crying,
"saengil chukahamnida
saranghaneun (insert name) ssi....."

I grabbed a sharp knife from the kitchen just in case it was an intruder or sasaeng fan
Whoever it was I was ready to cut that bitch who hurt MY BABY

I slowly and quietly opened the door where the sound came from and the sight was horrifying,

YN WAS HANGING AND HE WASNT MOVING!!!

"OPPPPPPPPAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!???!???!!!"

I almost dropped my bag to the floor but instead I ran over and quickly cut the noose, hoping to see if he was still with me

His lifeless like body lay on the floor,

My legs were wobbly as I tried to kneel and touch his hair

I grabbed his head and placed it into my lap,

I checked his pulse, it was a faint one

"YN... What is Love? To you and me?" I said as I cried with a mix of me sucking up my snot from falling
*see what I did there? What is Love? No? K I'll stop

I grabbed his head and put it close to mine, still crying

"Why? Why oppa?

But if you can still hear me, I just want you to know that... you can still come back to me. I love you so much that I'd give everything up to be with you, did you know that? Even the whole universe I'd allow to be destroyed, even if it meant we can stay together forever in Heaven...."

I continued to cry as this was an event I never expected to happen with my love.

Just then, YN's chest stopped moving.....

A/n
I swear guys I'm not depressed
I just had to channel in my inner depression😂😂❤️❤️

We are close to ending this woooooooo😂😂
Sorry but if unstill want to read more
Go read my other book as I can promise you it'll be longer than this one
As well as my project that'll come soon to a depressed loner near you!!!😂😂🐧🐧🐧❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️