march 1, 2019
4:54pm
once upon a dream / I sang for my soulmate / for my twin flame to return /
and I could feel a sea of ill angels haunting me / leading my hunched form off to the gangly woods / through thorned branches and dried out rose bushes /
I sat in the center of wasted life /
I breathed fire into the sky / and watched as the last bit of life died so ever magnificently / rejoice! / for from the ashes there will be a rebirth! /
correct? /
have you burned through all that you love hoping what you were looking for will wash up on the shore? /
I sat in the center of the wood / trembling with mania and fervor knowing I killed all that I had left / for a twin flame to spark once again / the sweeter the {emotional} suicide, the richer the reincarnation /
as I used to think / the closer to the sun I fly, the sweeter I will burn. /
pain always slid down my throat like honey / coating my throat, I could barely breathe /
I sit in the center of the wood now / and I nurture a sprout / peeking from the cracked earth / and I keep myself away from the flames
