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Keme #7: That Awkward Feeling..

Hindi na ako makapagsulat. Deadline ko na next week pero nasa Chapter 5 pa rin ako, which is very unusual. I can finish a story within three days, pero ngayon panlimang araw na tengga pa rin ang manuscript ko.

'Cha naman kasi e. I was caught off guard. Floyd loves me. Hindi ako handa roon.

"A-anong sabi mo?" tigagal na sabi ko sa kanya.

Napatigil din si Floyd, at napabuntunghininga. "Gin, I agreed to be your constant partner because I love you. I don't consider us just fuck buddies, you're more than that. I want to be anything you want, kung 'yun lang ang paraan para mapalapit sayo."

He held my hand and kissed it. "I love you, Gin. Let's make this real."

This is not good. Must.. not..

"Hello, Gin."

Napapitlag ang puso ko marinig ko lang ang boses niya. I looked away. "Hi."

"What's with the face?" He kissed me on my cheek. "May pasalubong ako sa'yo. 'Yan yung niluto ko nung Master Chef Round 2."

Pinapanood ko siya habang inihahanda ang pagkain. Linsyak naman o. Okay na ang lahat e. Nasingitan lang ng hindi dapat.

Pinilit kong ibalik ang dati kong sigla. Kailangang di ako magpaapekto. "Sige nga, patikim nga ng ipinagmamalaki mo."

Kumakain kami nang iopen ko ang tungkol kagabi. "Floydie.. T-totoo ba 'yung k-kagabi..?"

Napatigil siya sa pagkain, and I can see his eyes glow. "Totoo 'yon. Mahal kita, Ginger."

"Even though I can't love you back?"

"Why can't you?"

"I.. don't know. I'm not ready for this."

"I can wait."

I just looked at him, and he stared back. Then I looked away. "Gin, if you're scared that I might leave you someday, don't be. I'm not going anywhere," aniya. "I'm all yours."

Hindi pa rin ako kumikibo. Floyd held my hand. "All right. I understand. I won't push you." Napabuntunghininga ito. "Android ka nga talaga."

I'm not, Floyd. Malapit na akong mahulog sa bitag mo.