The Unwanted Princess

part-6

"Why are you still with me???" Her sudden question threw him out of the loop for sometime as he kept on starring at her with different emotions running freely through his eyes. Emotions that sent her heart in frenzy but no words escaped his sealed lips.

He continued looking at her with different emotions as her eyes kept on gazing at his

"Answer me, Viaan. Why are you still with me don't pity me Viaan Kundra, I don't need anyone's pity I want just the truth. Why are you still with me??" She demanded from him, her tone barely concealing her anguish

He looked at her helplessly and then left from the room without uttering a single word except the vivid emotions his eyes displayed.

She stared at his retreating figure with her heart in a grinder. Her heart got cut into small pieces by his silence as tears slowly fell from her eyes. As she kept on looking at the door from which he disappeared and her heart kept on calling for him while her mind kept on taunting her for being disillusioned.

"You really think Viaan Kundra will ever fall for someone like you. You have seriously gone mad haven't you Shivanya dear" her sickly sweet tone full of scorn greeted her

"Oh, don't tell me you really thought someone will ever really love a fatso like you, a fatso whose own parents couldn't her. Think fatso think when your own parents couldn't love a fat you. How can you think the heartthrob of the whole nation Viaan Kundra could love a burned fatso like you. No one will ever love you Shivanya." She continued mercilessly crushing her already crushed self as big fat tear droplets started falling down her eyes

"Shivanya is a fatso, Shivanya is a fatso, Shivanya is a freak, Shivanya is a fatso" she continued chanting around her as she shook her head vigorously , covering her ears.

"No, I'm not Shivanya.....I'm Anya...Viaan's Anya......Saumya ma's Anya.......karan bhai's Anya.......I'm not Shivanya" she whisper yelled feebly as sob after sob rocked her body.

She cried the whole night as nightmares of past kept on tormenting her soul.

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"Nooooooooooooooooooo" he screamed on top of his voice as he wake up gasping for breath, sweat beads covering his forehead as he looked around in the pitch black room.

His ragged breathing as a panic attack threatened to consume him whole. When the door creaked open and a faint light entered the room followed by a girl in maxi. The girl hastily moved towards her while switching on the night lights as she sat beside him pulling him in her warm embrace as she moved her hands through his hairs whispering in his ears "it's fine, you're safe Ansh......you're safe....youre safe. Mom is here beta you're safe" she continued chanting in his war as she held him close to her.

After sometime when he was calm enough he looked at her with a sheepish smile as he whispered to her guilty " sorry ma, I disturbed you"

"Idiot, you can never disturb me love. I'll be always there for you my little boy" she told him her soft voice full of warmth as she continued caressing his hairs

"I'm not a little boy anymore ma" he said grumpily trying to hide the smile threatening to break on his lips

"You'll always be my little boy Mr Shivansh Reyaan Kapoor, no matter how old you become. Got it" she told him sternly her eyes bright with fondness

"I love you, ma" he whispered to her still leaning on her shoulder afraid to let go his source of warmth and love

"I love you more, beta ji. Now tell me was it the same dream again" she asked him softly caressing his hair as she planted a kiss on his forehead