Ashiah Symone Bryier
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"Mooove" I said getting irritated as I pushed Kentrell off me. He too damn close for my liking
"Noooo" he said laying back down on top of me "I just told you I'm sleepy and I wanna be under you"
"No move, I just told you I'm sleepy therefore get off of me" I said pushing him off me again and he mugged me
"I ain't do you nothing, you know you wanna be under me" he said fixing the pillow and laying down
"Fuck you" I said fixing my pillow as well and laying down. He said something else but I tuned him out
Normally I'll wanna be under him but today a bitch is moody and I ain't with all that
I woke up the next morning to Kentrell not being beside me and throwing up.
Who told him to leave without letting me know and why I'm throwing up?
I looked at the time and it was 6:45, I gotta be to school in the next two hours
I brushed my teeth to get the throw up taste out my mouth before laying back down. When I woke back up it was 7:00
I ran to the bathroom and to the toilet throwing up for the second time
whatever virus this is gotta go
I washed my hands, brushed my teeth and washed my face. After that I took a shower and put anything on
I just wanna go to sleep. Fuck school
I grabbed my bookbag, phone, phone charger, and my headphones before leaving out my room
"why you looking like that?" my momma asked looking at me and I shrugged
"I'm tired" I said grabbing a water bottle from the refrigerator
"I can tell cause yo' hair ain't done" she grabbed her keys off the counter "I'm finna leave out for work, I love you"
I forgot to do my hair, oh well
"I love you too" she left out and I started drinking my water
fuck it, I ain't going to school
I went back upstairs and took everything off before getting back in the bed. I woke up hours later to my phone ringing
"what?" I answered not knowing who it was
"who you talking to?" Kentrell asked causing me to roll my eyes
"what you calling for?"
"why you not at school?" he asked and I scrunched my face up
"how you know I'm not at school?" I asked all curious
"Cause I got people watching you, so why you not at school?"
"Cause I'm tired and I feel sick" he started laughing like something was funny
"what's funny?"
"you, you feel sick for real?" he asked continuing to laugh
"yes nigga, I ain't fucking playing" he getting on my nerves and he ain't even with me
"you want me to come rub yo' stomach?"
"no but I want you to come over here"
"okay" he hung up and I went back to sleep til I heard loud ass knocking and the doorbell ringing
I got up feeling dizzy a little before walking downstairs and opening the door
"you look sick too" he said laughing
"what's so funny bout this shit?" I asked mugging him
"this just my first time seeing you sick" he said and I shook my head
I feel like he tryna be funny
"No it's n— aight whatever" I started walking off towards the stairs and Kentrell picked me up and carried me up
I got back in the bed and he went in the bathroom. He came back out and climbed in the bed beside me lifting my shirt up
" let me rub yo' stomach" he said rubbing my stomach, I pushed his hand off me
"no what the fuck" he sucked his teeth and did it again. Once again I pushed his hand away "stop"
"so now I can't touch you, wowww. That's crazy" he said looking at me
"what you rubbing on my stomach for?"
"Cause maybe it'll make you feel better" I looked at him weird
"Kentrell we not fucking cause I know that's what you tryna do. Dick ain't the answer to everything nigga"
"I aint tryna fuck lit' girl and if I was you can't tell me no" he lift my shirt up and started rubbing my stomach again, kissing it, and putting his ear to it
this nigga weird
this time I just let him do it cause he wasn't gone leave me alone. I ended up going back to sleep quick
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"what the fuck is that smell?" I asked holding my nose as I walked in the kitchen
"youn like bacon?" My auntie asked looking at me all crazy
"that's what that is , I do like bacon but that smell make me wanna throw up" I said starting to gag a little and she sucked her teeth
"you being dramatic now cause any other time you come to my house youn say nothing bout the smell. Ole dramatic ass"
"on god she being dramatic, you ain't nobody but yo' momma child" my cousin said and I walked out the kitchen holding down the throw up
I turned back around quick to go get some water. I got some water and made my way back into the living room
I was scrolling on my phone til my cousin came in the living room and told me it was time to go
we was going to the mall to just walk around. I punished myself cause I keep buying unnecessary ass shit.
I'm going broke cause I can't keep my hands out my pocket. I promise I'm not buying nothing
"This shirt cute, and I'm finna get it" Kayla said holding up a shirt showing it to me
"It's cute, you can wear it with any type of shoes" I said looking at a see through laced shirt
I put it down cause I ain't spending no money and I ain't tryna hear Kentrell mouth
I can't wear nothing without him nagging in my ear
we finished looking at some clothes and Kayla paid for her stuff
We finna be in here forever and I'm getting sleepy
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