After a War

Why?

   I woke up this morning thinking I would be chained up, but I wasn't. I was next to Snape. Only we were in a small square of barriers. We could stand side to side and have space. I also noticed that we were both human again. Severus woke and was confused just like me.
   "Do you know what is going on?" Severus asked.
   "No, but I dont think its good."
   "Very good Harry. I want something more from you. You haven't been giving me the release I desire. So you will do as I say." Zardes sneered as he entered the room.
   "What do you want?" Severus asked.
   "I want you to fuck Harry." Zardes dead panned.
   I paled, this was not a good idea in any way. Severus looked just as pale as me or worse. Severus turned to me and looked in my eyes.
   "I will be as kind as possible." He spoke through the bond.
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I wished for it to end the moment it started. I cried the whole time. Zardes got off on my misery. Each time Severus stopped the walls closed in more. In the end I had a panic attack afterwards. Severus calmed me down but was at his breaking point as well. We didn't want this in any way. We were a platonic relationship.
   Zardes left us for five weeks. Nothing but a slice of bread. I grew tired and slept most days. Severus tried to stay awake but sucomed to sleep. I tried to move but I had gotten so thin I would break bones if I put too much pressure on them.
   I hoped this hell would end and I could find peace with my mate.
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Bite me. I know it's short but don't care enough to make it longer.